damnnn if heejae found out what heejae did to garam a few years ago he would crash out!!
its like that meme of the woman choking her own shadow
uuuurrghh i feel so conflicted!!! prof is so in love with garam!! but then he sees the pain he inflicted on garam for the first time in its physical manifestation…
to garam that paper cut was a defining moment in his life, the start of pain and trauma. and to the professor it was just a normal tuesday
hey sage just checking in hope you‘re alright after reading chapter 205… thinking of you and once again thank your for your service i owe you my lyf
haven’t even read it yet because i’m finishing ch 198… am i gonna die?
please dont.
wow. i have no words...
saw in another comment that you‘ve read it……. it was truly GUT WRENCHING for me to read. the last panels…
can't think of another manga or manhwa that has ever affected me so physically... this is one of the greatest love stories i've ever seen in any medium
I am crying nonstop, the way Heejae's blade stripped away- if this isnt love, I don't know what it is!
1000000% agree!!!! i am truly eternally grateful to you for giving it a bigger audience by translating it! for the last few weeks of my life NME kinda was the first and last thing on my mind of every day!!
thank you, it's been the same for me since i started reading it a year ago so im overjoyed to have more people to talk about it with
you know i feel for compton the professor made him that way BUT you always have to keep in mind that if compton would've been able to accept that Garam doesn’t hate the prof, they wouldn’t have had to lie about their relationship. it was comptons blind rage and hatred that made him delulu about Garam‘s feelings
the symbolism that Heejae attacks personally, closely and almost intimately. the closeness in hurting someone with a knive, that usually has a short blade.
in contrast to the sword, it is still an intrusive and intimate act to stab someone but you are able to keep a safer distance to your enemy.
LOVE this, honestly wasn't able to catch that detail. Nice analysis! (Love ur other comment too lol)
thanks this yaoi makes me intellectually go in opposite directions at the same time
thinking of how the professor must be obsessed with Garams plump cheeks (face) because he himself literally has zero cheeks and 100% cheek bone
well now that i think of it, it probably is the same reasoning why the professor is obsessed with Garams plump cheeks (bottom)
heejae is such a posh diva he smelled the exact wine garam was drinking on his breath i am cackling
sage you can have my first born i feel blessed upon receiving chapter after chapter on this beautiful day may you live long and prosper and have eternal happiness
yaaaaallll first of all, whoever uploads screenshots of the translations… when I catch you rickyyyy
secondly of all, i am living proof that even unofficial translations make the author money: i live in Europe and I bought official merch and i payed for every single chapter and continue to pay for every single chapter although I don’t even speak korean!!! i wouldve never found this GEM if it wasn’t for these unofficial uploads!!
i did the same and im using google translate on my phone for the raws
dropping my theory here so i can say i told ya so!! there is sooo much foreshadowing going on in season 5 that their secret relationship might be made public in season 6! hiding around on tour with compton, discussing their (controversial) age gap, the ghost of the manager still lingering (the author heavily implied the prof might‘ve been in love with the manager and maybe he pushed him away bc he couldn’t accept his feelings then), Garam fearing that the radio station caught wind of theor relationship bc they always play their performances in sequence, and in Ch 205 (mini spoiler) the professor’s former teacher askes him if they plan on keeping their relationship hidden.
dont know if it will hold up for a whole season worth of conflict/tension, but i think it might play a bigger part!
my dream ending for NME would be, that the professor goes full composer mode and keeps on writing music about his love for Garam. Garam keeps being a touring pianist and performs the prof‘s pieces in front of big audiences, therefore ultimately making their love public and letting the music and the performances speak for themselves.
it would also make Garam the ultimate Horowitz to the professor as Rachmaninoff.
I love your theory so much and it would solidify their love. What Garam needs right now is reassurance from Heejae and that he truly loves him. He needs to know that he loves Garam because it's him rather than his music.
My theory is that they’ll eventually end up in a long-distance relationship, with Garam doing his military service while Heejae is off touring. “Distance makes the heart grow fonder” and all that.
Unless they somehow manage to obtain U.S. citizenship
That's true and hasn't been addressed yet. But, i mean there is also the fact that Garam probably has a green card of sorts to work in the United states ( He works as a pianist). You can become a united states only after 5 years ( been 3 years already) if you have a permanent residence which is at Heejae place. Furthermore, a possibility of marriage with Heejae can officially make him a US citizen.
Was thinking that Garam might eventually obtain U.S. citizenship at 25, but does Heejae hold U.S. citizenship? I dont think theyll be open about their relationship to the public unless they both become U.S. citizens and leave South Korea behind for good, or Garam completes his military service tbh
Heejae is an American born pretty sure since they have a residence in NY or he is a duel citizenship.
According to his Wikipedia page in chapter 2 he was born in Seongnam, Gyeonggi-do, South Korea so I assume hes Korean by nationality, unless he obtained U.S. citizenship, since South Korea generally doesnt recognize dual citizenship.