I had stopped reading BL like 4/5 years ago. But I always remembered this pearl. Wanted to check how it is going, but yeah... no update since 3 years... I won't read it for now, because my anger issues and patience just can't . I will bookmark it for now, and activate the update notification. Let's pray now T_T
Another manga were the main protagonist has an "unrequited love" towards his best friends. But instead of telling him that, he remains quiet and gives the other part the fault for him being miserable. Then another young hotty, which resembles main chara first love, comes in, and it is LOVE at first sight. Those people don't know what love truly is...
Not to mention the sexual harassment and almost rape part, from the younger hotty.
main chara also has Stockholm syndrome. The reaction of the younger one in the last chapter? extremely exaggerated . that is why I don't read much yaoi anymore.
better switch to shounen ai, or something else which has nothing to do with romance.
If you read it again, only the thoughts because it would be confusing otherwise, the main dude say that his first love abandoned him, but at the end he also says that he wasn't even aware of it. Which means, he never confessed but still felt abandoned by him.
Narcissist trait.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sensei_de_sekkusu_no_rensh_shite/uu/to_chapter-34/pg-3/
I saw in the comments, much confusion and misunderstanding about this.
I will try to explain how I see it.
First: Shizu didn't misunderstand anything. He is in fact talking about the PAST, and not the present. He is telling Hiragi, how he also felt being left out, when Yuki and Mafuyu came together. Because he is always watching Hiragi, and is in love with him, he noticed the feelings Hiragi had for Yuki.
BUT, Shizu didn't say that Hiragi still is in love with Yuki.
Hiragi is NOW in love with Shizu, who probably hasn't realized it yet, or isn't saying anything because of other reasons.
The reason why we know that Hiragi was in love with Yuki, are the authors drawings.
Go look again, and see how Hiragi always behaved with Yuki when they were alone, or how he watched him when he was alone and with Mafuyu together.
Always a bit sad.
So yeah, for now it seems that Hiragi was pretty much in love with Yuki.











Are there any raws after the translated chapters? Or is it all what came out in japan?