The King Yaois Protector's Things

TW// content may disturb, includes self h+rm

Ok guys, so I've got PMDD and most likely autism, but since I was a child, I've had this horrible habit of biting and punching and scratching myself, including banging my head on the doors or walls. My parents just saw this as me being a bad child, or my father thinking I was even possessed.

Fast forwards, they put me on mirtazapine earlier this year and I've been clean until end of September/beginning of October onwards. And I've had a re-lapse, my doctors refuse to increase the mg to 30, and said I need to wait 4 months for therapy. Bit I've never learnt how to cope in the moments I essentially go berserk, and would like some help.

I've been really stressed since being forced to withdraw from uni, and ultimately becoming what my parents had always said I am, "a useless, lazy and pathetic bitch woo can't do anything right."

So could anyone help a girl out...? I've kinda fucked up my face real bad-

Context: I was meant to progress onto second year, received an email in May, and the head of my department confirmed my modules.

HOWEVER, After moving to the capital which is a good few hours away from where I'm from, I was concerned that my enrolment email wasn't coming through, despite them saying it will soon.

So I called the records team, and they said I need to resit? Told them I had no info on this. Emailed everyone and no response.

This Monday, records team in person sent me to Assesment team. They both gave the green light, and was emailed saying I'm enrolled onto second year.

THEN YESTERDAY, Fees department said I'm not enrolled.
Assessment team said I need to resit, and records team said I missed first year exams after taking a gap year that wasn't confirmed.

BUT I HAVE PROOF OF COMPLETING THE EXAMS, PASSING, AND THEN A CONFIRMATION EMAIL OF THE GAP YEAR FOR MEDICAL REASONS.

Told to appeal. I did.
Went to student union, they said how to department head.
Department head lady said there was an assignment missing, which I showed her I had, and was willing to resend, but she denied, and said I needed to resit the year. Said it was an error in the system maybe, but I couldn't progress. Despite being the one to confirm my modules.

Appeal denied, told it was a 'clerical error' not admin, therefore rejected on that basis.

And I said I've been affected physically, mentally and financially, but they didn't Care.

So I've withdrawn, and now at 20, I've got nothing

ANY ADVICE??? Like what I could get into or how to get onto the job market etc?

Cos I refuse to resit and pay extra cash with a 9% interest rate on student loans in the UK

ok guys, so I'll be going to Benidorm, Spain, sometime in July with family (my father booked the cheapest flight and hotel he could find ) and I just wondered if anyone could give any advice on

What to do?

Where to go?

Allergen friendly food (gluten free, dairy free, halal)?

What phrases and things to learn in Spanish that could come in handy?

And just general advice for someone who has no clue about travelling (been too poor to fly, lol)

Hi guys, since we all know newtokki has been taken down, does anyone have any websites that are still updating raws in real time? Pretty much every website I’ve tried to get into have all stopped the updates since the 26th

Due to new laws being implemented in Korea is why all these sights are getting taken down....

Cam read more here: https://kcomicsbeat.com/2026/04/27/newtoki-and-booktoki-pirating-sites-suddenly-shut-down/

Sobbingggggggggg, what about my raws???