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FUCK WAIT ME TOO i seriously think i'm evil for it. im with it up until the last second. when the feeling is mutual i get nervous and ultimately disgusted. I have no idea why. I like to think that it maybe wasn't meant to be? but its like that everytime. like a boy, he likes me, im scared (disgusted? naiive?). I have no idea why. I want to see i......   1 reply

When I was younger, I pretty much pretended it didn't exist. My immigrant asian parents never really explained gender identity and sexuality to me growing up, they saw it as something that was uniquely American, modern. The only thing I was ever told about the LGBT was that it was disgusting. and that if I ever "became" LGBT, I would immediately ......   reply

MOONLIGHT !!! my favorite movie, mlm. Love how despite the setting and the characters being the perfect setup for a #woke, cynical film (the story follows a black, gay man growing up with his drug addicted mother) its instead bittersweet and about love. Carol is also very sweet, WLW. its got that same problem as CMBYN tho w a big age gap. A fan......   1 reply

I love all kinds of genres. these days, I have these on repeat: a. speaking gently- badbadnotgood b. teenage blue- dreamgirl c. fly me to the moon- Astrud Gilberto e. 101 FM- lil simz f. the entirety of The court of the crimson king. jojos music stays unparalleled lol. g. your best American girl by mitski. puts me in my diaspora feels like TH......   reply