I live in an asian family so unless i have a death wish or a sudden strong desire for an ass whooping there is no way I can tell my family that I read yaoi.
Also it's kinda fun secretly reading it and hiding it from my family - kinda like mission impossible.
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In 8th grade I was really fat and kids would make fun of me about it (not to mention I was a nerd too so adding the weight was horrible). I think I weighed over 70kgs but I wasn't tall at all which made me fat lol.
Anyways I got too pissed at the insults that I did a shit ton of exercising while sticking to a specific diet and I lost over 10 kgs ! ...... reply
I'm a girl so it may be different but my other friends used to ship me with my friend and we're both straight like wtf ? It was super uncomfortable and I hated it.
If they ain't dating or they ain't interested in each other or don't give consent just don't do it like srsly-
why would u even do that in the first place ? i don't get it. reply
I'd wanna date a tsundere nerd who secretly cares for me and helps me study at the library - so romantic
he has to wear glasses (square ones preferably) reply
For me marriage is such a huge commitment that I don't think I'll be able to make. Having to dedicate my whole life to someone and having them do the same for me is stressful (for me atleast).
I don't care what society says about being single forever : it's my life and me being single won't affect anyone.
However, I also believe that I could eventu...... reply
Main guy has a huge crush on some girl but another boy steals her. He gets extremely jealous and hates the guy when suddenly the guy starts approaching him ? The guy is extremely nice to him and always takes care of him regardless of all the insults the main throws at his face.
What about the girl ? Why is my heart beating so loudly ? Has he always...... reply
I've never felt love. It's hard to explain to be honest. I've had interests in some boys and I've even dated 2, but they've never passed the interest line. I never get attached to them. I just find them attractive or funny or etc. I never feel what everyone calls "butterflies in their stomach". When they dump me or I dump them, I've never cried. I never felt angry. I would just tell myself "well whoops" and move on in not even an hour. I lost many friends over this because they would lose trust in me saying I "don't have emotions" or that I "can't be trusted". I do feel emotions. Just not as strongly as others ? I don't even know.
This makes me kinda sad because I see my friends with their crushes and boyfriends. They all seem so happy and I want to feel that happiness too but it seems impossible to me.
Am I just a cold hearted girl ? How would you explain love ? I really hope to understand how it feels so that I will know what it is when I finally meet it.
I've been hiding the fact that I read yaoi for yeaarrsss. Only my best friend knows and she doesn't seem to mind. I don't plan on telling my family or anyone else.
