ts so peak, god seeing heejae cry is so, idk how to say, just seeing the prideful heejae breaking down like tht over garam while garam is being so cruel n calm but still so loving ugggg, it squeezes my heart, i love this kinda dynamic sm
just imagine the yearning when they're separated after being together for 3yrs n then suddenly hving to live without the presence of the other, hoho l, i can't wait to see it
lesgoooo, as much as i want them to be happy together, they need this. i'm sure they'll reunite later n their bond will be stronger than ever hihi
heejae haters here n there but wat abt youngjo. is it js me tht doesn like him ♀
ppl make out garam to be sm super innocent perfect victim who's too good for heejae but i feel like this ch kind of showed how garam can be kind of pretentious n selfish in his own way? i think he has this saviour complex, tht's esp highlighted w heejae, considering how broken of a man he is. garam's egotistical in the sense tht HE'S the only one who can withstand n love heejae. n this might be a fetch but him ruminating over how compton was smone who (allegedly) overcame hj might be making him feel jealous..? indicating his own possessiveness/ obsession over heejae.
so tht makes me wonder, if my guess is right then 'garam gets upset when he finds out abt manager' might not be the straightforward progression we expect cus the complicated feelings of finding out there was another person who culd endure heejae (not love, endure specifically) wuld i don even kno. JUST i don think it'll be as simple as him just getting upset. like i think thr betrayal isn 'heejae sees manager in garam' but rather 'manager was smone who culd endure heejae' cus THT is wat challanges garam's belief/ ego. but liek ion kno, just my theory huhu ♀♀
he said take the cookies to garam too right after scolding him
their faces r so silly n cute in the latest chs, my face hurts from all the grinning ehjewkkrjdjr
ok but in the midst of all this this seriousness, garam's goofy mozart outfit tho. let him wear wat he wants heejae pls it's so cute
i wonder how naeun's doing, her story's over n w compton arc comin up i doubt she's gonna hv another major appearance, but man do i wanna kno wat she feels/ felt abt heejae/ garam
they smile so sweetly n genuinely at eachother i'm cryin
just a thought but to ppl saying garam shuld leave heejae cus he's toxic, i wann offer another perspective. i don think garam's clueless or blinded by love. garam chose this, while knowing all too well wat shit he's getting into. i mean did ppl forget ch 109 where garam said 'he knows too well tht it hurts to be near heejae' but said he'll stay. not to mention prof act doubled down n resisted, begging garam to hate him n stay away. he's not ignoring n instead acknowledging it.
n it's unfair in our eyes n garam doesn deserve this toxicity but the overarching theme of his chara seems to be written as someone who feels fulfilled n happy in bringing comfort to ppl, since it's that tht gives him confidence n a sense of purpose. (like how he got a huge self esteem boost when over wat kruger told him). n ig heejae is like the ultimate test to tht aspect hence y garam was more drawn to heejae's loneliness n suffering.
also b4 there was tht panel where garam n heejae were BOTH holding knives, meaning garam is just as capable of deeply hurting heejae yet chooses not to. If he's so upset and bitter with heejae treating him like shit, garam literally has heejae's weakness in his hands n CAN retaliate just as badly back. But he understands tht tht doesn't really achieve anything n i think this ch really cements tht. as much as we wanna smack the shit outta heejae, garam's being the better person by not doing so n i don think tht's necessarily him not being able to stand up for himself/ being a pushover. tho well, tht's just another perspective, idk the author's true intentions
ok despite sm of heejae's supposedly 'problematic' behaviours he's actually soooo affectionate to garam, like he gen loves him sm u can't doubt tht
seeing their dynamic rn compared to when they were just prof n student at the start, it's so wild how far they've come ong
i just went onto the artist's twt n saw prev imges of the latest chs, n MAN did i need tht no matter wat kinda shit they go through they'll still work things out