This story like a lot of other stories leves me so unsatisfied. Might just be my unforgiving nature but I wish they didn't get back together, he literally tried to sleep with another guy "Oh he was starving to death" no, the other scene were he passed out in front of the guys apartment, that was starving to death, he was literally on his way back but he looked for another guy anyways, I'm so pissed and I probabky won't even care tommorow, but rn I wish the other guy ended up with someone else
Same, I know it was 'only a blowjob', he was even beaten because he didn't want to have sex with that guy, but still, what if it wouldn't be disgusting for him? Would he go all the way with that guy then? I mean, he wasn't in as bad state as later then, so he really couldn't wait one fucking day for seme?! And uke playing victim card here is painful, since the seme is the one who is suffering the most, but at least they are happy at the end...I hope(￣∇￣")
how is that is fault idk if it really registered to you, but he literally needs cum to survive, like, he promised to STARVE FOR 7 DAYS for him
idk why ur talking like he killed the MLs whole family because he did NOT suffer as much as the mc? what are you even talking about like genuinely. mc gets his dick sucked (and additional sex since mc is just that nice) and he gets to go on a leisurely little trip for a week while mc is starving himself and then he's all like "teehee sorry i have to extend it a day, starve another day for me please and thank u! " WTF????
He should have told sakura before going to another guy instead of lying to him then. That's the least thing he should do. Also aside from his starving condition as a vampire, mizuki didn't think of sakura as his bf. That's what made sakura mad and I think it's justified.
how did he lie to him??? he told him that he was eventually too hungry and had to find another guy, but he tried his best to starve until sakura came back, sakura was the one who wasn't listening. in the first place, sakura got in over his head since he shouldn't except something like that from mizuki, especially since its life threatening. mizuki did show commitment by abiding to the promise for a week, it was sakura who was in the wrong for suddenly adding another day when that wasn't promised at all. he doesn't value what mizuki did for him nor does he take mizukis condition that seriously. its so stupid how he cant just go back and cancel whatever came up to go FEED HIS STARVING, DYING BOYFRIEND.
Try rereading chapter 3. The reason sakura is a day late is bc the plane can't take off due to the weather. And mizuki replies clearly states that he's fine waiting for 1 more day. He should just be honest. If sakura still got mad even after mizuki was honest, then it would be sakura's fault.
In case you're having trouble finding which part I'm talking about, it's the one on their messages
i dont remember that part, but honestly at that point, sakura shouldn't have expected anything out of mizuki. mizuki did die to sakura, but what exactly do you think would happen if he was honest??? even if mizuki told sakura about going to suck another guys dick or not, it wouldn't have made a difference because he would've reacted the same was since sakura is shown to be angry because he feels like mizuki doesn't value their relationship. also i think its kinda unreasonable to expect mizuki to still be waiting for him even if he said he would??? mizuki wasnt being dishonest by saying that he would wait one more day for him, because he wholeheartedly planned to. when he went to go contact that other guy, he wasnt in the right state of mind due to the condition he was in, and if he was, he wouldn't have done it. also, its obvious, but he wasnt planning on doing anything with the other guy, he just wanted to suck his dick and leave, and its not reasonable for sakura to take that personally if he (intentionally or not) couldn't feed him. I feel like it was mizukis fault a little bit for saying that he would wait, but that was more of a last ditch effort to deescalate since he didn't really have to time or will power to discuss with sakura what would happen now that he's unable to wait. but ultimately, its kinda stupid to paint mizuki as the bad guy and sakura as a victim, because sakura was the one who was going to sever their relationship over something mizuki couldn't control, he should have been a lot more understanding
*lie (second sentence)
I mean like imagine starving and thirsting for a week??? Normal humans cant even last that long without drinking water and eating a single spoon of food! Plus blood and cum was his only life source where he gets his food and water!! Also the fact that he is not an ordinary human but a mixed breed vampire we gotta understand that he cannot understand his bloodlust right?? Ngl I agree with what you said and tbh I love you for that(づ￣ ³￣)づ
Ngl, ayato really annoyed me at the end, like what was that?? His whole running away show and screaming "I hate you!"?? Like that made no sense and it just got in my nerves
it might make no sense but let's not invalidate a teenager's feelings, afterall, ayato is only 16 years old and grew up with only one parent ( not to say that's bad ) but he probably never shared too much of his emotions with his dad bcs he doesn't wanna burden him, that may be why he lashed out ╮(￣▽￣)╭
I don't understand though. He was haa every right to be feeling the way he is now but the reason is confusing? He would be alright with going to America and being touched by a man he's never actually met and only chatted online with but if it's someone that he knows then it's horrible? Very confusing reasoning for why he feels like he feels rn
The novel goes more into their rough relationship. He felt tricked bc he thought ‘Andrew’ (fake guy I can’t think of his name) hated him and discriminated against him - he loathes ‘Andrew’ so much and finding out ‘Andrew’=Andrew made him sick bc it’s disgusting to kiss and get intimate with the guy that ‘hates’ you. I think meeting Andrew in Seattle was a way for him to escape his shitty life for little, some time to sit back and relax…
I think he’s feeling that way because the guy was treating him like shit the hole time in school and called him disgusting, he even didn’t stop his friends from talking bad about him and mocking him. The guy made him feel sad, lonely, depressed, and made his one time experience studying a bored like shit. Then the same guy makes a fake profile and leads him on and telling him lies and as soon as he starts to feel better about his life he just finds out everything was a lie and there was no “Andrew” there was no person who was different, there was no body outside the place he hated the most that actually wanted to hang out and be in a relationship with it was his bully that was pretending and that’s why he feels disgusted and humiliated about everything.
this is so well explained, idg people who are blaming fang zhaomu right now T.T
At school he's constantly picked on despite him trying hard to make friends and be kind with everyone. ML was basically part of this- on a lesser scale ofc.
He meets "Andrew" online. He comforts him, talks to him on call, and supports him when he's down. For MC, Andrew gave him happiness and he was able to vent about everything that happens to him. He out all his trust into this one person. Andrew could've been anyone in the world and he wouldn't have cared, but he ends up being one of the people the treated him no differently than garbage.
It's not just Andrew ended up not existing, ML hid this fact for such a long time. You fly to meet a guy that you love and find out it was a guy that humiliated you. ML was also aware of the whole situation and decided to keep his identity as Andrew, I imagine he feels that he was being toyed around with.
I know! I'm like reread it from the beginning and if you don't get it you need to take a reading comprehension class or something lol
I'm not blaming him? I'm just confused why he would think it'd be okay to go to Seattle be touched by a stranger technically. It's shitty that the guy who he believes hate him "currently" touched him but the fact that he was okay with being touched by someone else is weird and he should have met up beforehand for literal safety reasons??
ohh no no im not saying you’re blaming him, it’s the people in the comment section, there’s quite a lot of them who are putting the blame on fang zhaomu
Honestly I kind of with that Ryuji would have left for a little while, tired of being a replacement because it felt like Aki moved on way too quickly. Like he loved Keigo for 10 years and then 1 night with Ryuji after multiple nights and all of a sudden he's over Keigo. It would have ben better if Ryuji left, Aki realized he wasn't in loved with Keigo after all, and then Ryuji and Ali met again maybe a month or 2 later.
completely agree with this. I feel like keigo's 10 years of devotion were completely sideswept.
reading this just gave me heartbreak for ryuji
yes yes! This is why I felt so unsatisfied by the end. I don’t believe aki would just suddenly find out he loves ryuji instead after 10 years, I just feel like he’s lying to himself :/
and ryuji is such a sweet cinnamon bun
Damn I would have given this story 5 stars but that ending sucked ass. It was absolutely horrible and a totally unsatisfying ending. It left such a big ending untied, and it completly dragged down the whole story. I really hated it
The only thing I don't understand is why the white hair dude left with the red hair bitch. Like what? And I wish she had stayed with the white haired dude for some reason. Might just be my inner emo speaking
I feel like the white haired guy left bexause he knew Mari was better off without him, because of his addiction to human blood. He took the red haired girl with him because she is his constant source of food. And like she said, he leaves her when he gets tired of her blood, but always comes back because it's a constant source
I bet his dick is tiny. Miniscule. Doll size. And his balls must be wrinkly too
I mean, it's not really an insult lol
Having saggy/wrinkly balls and tiny dick isn't a compliment...are you okay?
Not but like the first part about it being small tiny miniscule doll size
That's....still not a compliment? Having a tiny dick is not something guys usually brag about
I know i know but like it should'nt be that way it's all because of how society pressure them about perf ect same as girl's vagina that shouldn't have big lips and all: society's standard and as you may see in korea already even though it's kinda different, men are tired of hearing so (same goes for bth genders like I wasn't trying to anger you or anything just that as i wish for a more equal world ect whenever i see those kinda things even if it's abour fictiv or anything i just open my mouth 'cause i wanna feel right with myself n my conviction n not just be passive and oh sorry i'm to talkative there but yeah TT)
Having a big dick is usually selective mating. Not to compare us to animals or anything but yes it is an insult because it means it's usually harder for you to pass down your bloodline or whatever until you meet someone who doesn't mind a tiny one or prefers it.