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Y'all are no fun lmao. This chapter is good

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I'm reflecting on Taeyoung's childhood flashback scene, where his home was submerged in water, and I think Taeyoung is using Ahead/the character as a way to feel out Jinwoo and process his feelings of abandonment. Sure he can play it off like he's acting, but I believe his voice is trembling because he's calling out to Jinwoo. Their lives and desires parallel the feelings of the characters in Ahead.

My speculation: We haven't gotten his POV in a while and I think the next time we get it, Taeyoung will be exploring his feelings of abandonment and family insecurity through the lens of his feelings about Jinwoo. He may be more erratic, clingy, and/or mean.

While Jinwoo is feeling insecure right now, I believe Taeyoung is playing nice to win him over so he won't leave him. I think that desire will intensify when he gets punished by his family next chapter. I suspect it was his family calling him after cleaning up his dirty laundry (the forums) again. He was using his peace with Jinwoo as a buffer to subtlety cry out for love and buy time. Jinwoo doesn't know that though... leading to his feelings of anxiety.

I think this also is why he's breaking character around everyone thats not Jinwoo (notably around Donju). He doesn't feel the desire to perform around many people except for Jinwoo and his family... I think that as Jinwoo becomes his family, he may stop putting on the facade for his blood relatives.

The look in his eyes in chapter 42 vs chapter 1 is so interesting. The glimmer in his eyes when saying what are you looking at to Jinwoo vs saying it to jinwoos friend.

Subtle desire/curiosity vs disgust/indifference

I'm not sure what's not clicking for me... I'm at chapter 8. Should I continue? I was interested because it seems a pretty dark one...

WAIT!

so If i put my foil hat on then the sun gleams in Taeyoungs eyes every time he looks at Jinwoo. In Jinwoos eyes the pannels typically become brighter when he goes from being alone to being with Taeyoung. This means that they both are each other's suns and they dont know where the love for eachother will lead! They both are experiencing cracks in their realities. Just in different ways.

Jinwoo is experiencing more emotions outside of his usual blank grey reality. His face chnages from blank to having light in his eyes
Taeyoung is finally experiencing vulnerability. His fake smile is falling more and he truly seems to be processing what life means who you genuinely want something (someone).

I THINK THEY ARE BOTH WALKING INTO THE UNKNOWN and are afraid of the future for similar but different reasons.