Mangago has been like my second home, first being my room. Although there are other sites which I can access, I am the most comfy here. Tbh my reading time has decreased bc of work life but at the end of the day I always keep time to be here and read the updates before I head for bed. It has become a part of my daily routine and my life as a whole....... reply
Binged on it just now. Been waiting for years! And finally yea! It was short but delivered so much!! Besides enjoying the smex in ep12, the s.o.b boss enraged me. He should have been sucked dry!!!! And the transition in ep10 was fkng smooth! But I lowkey wanted him to keep his gojo like eyes and hair. 4 reply
So I'm the same person who put up the online love questions. And here I am...idk if it is appropriate to talk about what I've gone through, but I just need to get if off and need some answers. (EVERYTHING HAPPENED IN TEXTS) -I've loved this person whom I met in discord. -I can vouch that this person let's call "X" was genuine, didn't lie about age/origin/gender/etc. (Exuding the white lies) --Trust me, I can filter out people who are genuine or not esp in online platforms, and then X was someone I could trust right at an instant. -I also don't fall in love easily, infact I was so done with love. But idk what came over me. -and yes I have a real life and I'm not much into social meds. ---But just when I decide to try out discord this had to happen. -We met through a mutual friend, X DM me first, after much consultation with that mutual friend (that's what X told me, since X isn't the type to DM first) -We seemed to share the same likings and maybe even our personalities were a bit similar. -everything was going well, our feelings were mutual. We started dating. -i warned X before hand that I am serious about us. That one day I'd actually fly over or X could...that I'm the kind of person who can commit n more.. -X said X is serious too. -I believed in our relationship. I believed X. I believed we wanted the same thing. I gave my all. But then I think I got a bit extreme. I think I believed X a bit too much. I think I started planning for the future. I think I was insanely in love with X. -I started talking about real stuffs with X, I shared X about how my real days went by, X did too. -But sometimes it felt like.. when a tiny bit of problem arised, X just don't want to deal with it. It felt like X only wanted happy moments. It felt like X only wanted to play house with me. -let me tell something about X. -i noticed that X was online 24*7 except the sleep, it seemed like X didn't had much to do irl. while I'm with X just for a few hours, at the end of the day before getting my sleep. -oh and we were continents apart, but it didn't mattered to me. So -X was a bit more shy than the usual human, and X doesn't talk much, X finds it hard to come up with something to talk about, X finds it hards to continue a conversation, this was the tiny problem that came between us. But it was never a big issue for me. I understood. -understood and understood....until...sometimes I couldn't take it... But we never had any major arguments because of it. -X started feeling burdened b'cus of it. -X started feeling X wasn't good enough for me, (that X told me) -X wouldn't express wholeheartedly what X is going through, but I understood. -X suddenly decided to call it off. It was abrupt, right in the middle of a normal conversation. -i think X felt too burdened because if the whole not being able to have a proper conversation with me, since talking is hard for X, since...X thinks I'm always upset because of X, Before I could even assure X of how that's not it, X just decided to call it off. Like X never needed to ask me first, but just decided on X's own what was good for us and what is not..ughh. One last question I asked was if X ever honestly felt anything for me, X replied "X feels alot for me" but it's just not working out like X thought it will. -i went numb. -all what X said now meant nothing, while i meant all that I've told X. -i couldn't process anything ATM -i couldn't even begged him, my subconscious mind did not even begged X to give it a chance, maybe I knew it will never worked out. -we voiced chated for the last time, I sobbed and sobbed but didn't begged or cuss or.. -i just let X go.. -i just wished the best for X, tho it pains me so much. -i bid X farewell with a warm bittersweet long text, and for the last time.i could see X's status as "...in Spain but without the S" (like wth...you brought the PAIN urself..) -i deleted my discord account. -im trying to move on.. - I still have so many questions that I want to ask X, but that won't change anything. ---So this is it. ----idk if anything is making sense. ---But can anyone get anything from this story and come up with some theories... ..like was anything worth it?? ..Did X ever even liked me?? ..Do you guys think I was really in love with X?? ..is it okay that I let X go without asking for a second chance? ...was X reason even reasonable??? And genuine??? (I just had a second thought of not posting this, but since I came this far...yea let it be... AND also...am I normal??? Like...who falls in love online...??...uggh..like wth came over me.. Also I'm an adult...like 24ish.. and yes X was younger than...me.. like...way younger, my age was the only thing I lied about to X, since yea..I never act my age.. Ahshsjskskskalalal)))
So reasons behind breakups are usually always this cheating or stopped feeling the same, got bored etc; but what if someone just gave up because he/she thinks he/she is hurting him/her?? Does a genuine untainted reason like this ever exist ?? And is it worth it to just accept it and let it go?? Or is it just another bulls crap??
want to do stuck my cock in a blender
