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Thanks a bunch!!

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Yes, yes! Thank you!

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That was quick! That's the one, thanks a lot!!

The Canadian Immigration website keeps crashing tonight ... the world is watching in horror.

There's a chance of survival with the cliff. Do you see what's going on with the stock markets?!

As an independent, I just hate trumps character. Some of his policy is not that bad. As for Clinton, I just don't trust her since she is changing her stand so many times just to appeal to the voters she needs. This is the first election ever which the results come in and I don't feel like damn! My candidate did not win. Lol

Man I'd rather jump off a cliff than a sharp blade bender.
I don't wanna get deported just because of my race. .-.

Between a possible nuclear war and a fucked up economy ...yeah .. It's not just your country that will suffer if either of them got elected, it's the whole world.

It's a fucked-if-we-do-and-fucked-if we-don't situation. So we're all fucked either way lol. Now that Trump's won, we're doubly-screwed. Canada's looking real good right about now.

Can we all join you Toki? Just kidding (⊙…⊙ )

I thought the same! ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥

Sure, come on over! Just send your applications in through our web... oh, ummm, the site crashed again ...

Oh, gosh. I can't sleep anymore! The site crashing and crashing again!! ^^

Its here too

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Thank you

Thanks lots

Baby I love you, Yami ni Tooboe Mune ni Toge, Homade Vampire.

AND DO YOUR HOMEWORK!!!!

I assure you I will....at some point tmrr...i am best at cramming after all. Thxs for the rec

I am doing well in my classes...except english I have a C in it D: and after doing my work I have nothing to do then that is when I devour yaoi :D

Lol you better bring that grade up, a C is a canon blast to your GPA. I read yaoi first, worry about minor problems like hw later, it works...so far...

My Curriculum GPA right now is 3.180 so its better than last year!!! :D

I'm actually scare for your last year GPA... at least it's not below 3.0...yet (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ but who am I to talk lol, I'm too scare to find out my gpa

I had a really bad last year my friend was doing bad and I was doing bad some bad stuff happened...she cut herself and I was forced to watch it once and she was drinking doing drugs and refused to tell me what happened she even ran away and got raped by a 22 year old guy even though she wanted it. -_- and I remember some bad stuff that happened to me as a kid getting hit in public and alot of other things and then the sister I never met committed suicide and my dad started to drink and smoke heavily and talk about suicide and everyone around me started talking about suicide my mom my dad my other sister my friend. Then I found out my friend who was cutting herself, well her mother was getting beat up by her boyfriend and she had to listen to it every night. Then my mother said I wasnt worth the books that I read because I got a bad grade in physical science. I also got abandoned in the middle of the night outside of town during homecoming season where if you get caught by highschoolers you can get kidnapped or tied to stuff like railroad tracks or posts and I was injured because I fell down a ditch so I had to find a way home even though it was like a 2 miles away. And also during homecoming a boy asked me to dance with him on a dare ....he got like 15 bucks for it. SO yeah my grades were kinda bad.

No. No, I can't :'( I had a friend who cut herself and I did nothing but gave her a bandage. What a human to do when it's not my business to interfere? Is your friend doing fine now? You have to introduce her to yaoi or something, keep her mind occupy from all those bad stuff. Gotta give it to you, still breathing and all. If ppl say you're not worth it then smack them shtless and run and later in life, shove your accomplishments into their faces and see how much worth they're gonna call you. I've never gone to a dance for this reasons, I wouldn't have made it back 2 miles, have a better chance digging my own grave. Perhaps too much humanly contacts and trust on other ppl? Do u still trust ppl? Can you still trust ppl after all of that? Do you WANT to? It's not necessary to interact with physical humans in my opinion, its safer to stay behind the safety and comfort of the screen where this whole community supports you and sht like that. Perhaps your mother calls you worthless because she dont want you to turn out like those ppl who do not care for their future? Have you told her exactly how much the books you read cost (≧∨°) tell her its worth all the stars in this fcking galaxy and that her daughter is worth more than all the...uh...galaxies in this universe(?) does that makes sense?. Not gonna get into the depression and suicide subject because I tend to get passionate and no one wanna see that, but don't let yourself fall into the same snake pit as those around you bro, surely there other other things to occupy time because believe it or not #yaoiSaveLives, I mean it saved mine lol. But no worries, if the account unoriginal go missing for a while and no recently read mangas are on her dashboard, I'd be sure to hack into the sys and track down your last login ip address location, a bit illegal but I'm sure it's fine--- Jk. I was jk. Joking. Joking. Really. Joking.

Lol its ok that was last year...but shits still hitting the fan this year to I've just gotten better at dealing with everything. But because of the crazy stuff from when I was young i think it caused me to be graysexual a form of asexual. And now I feel a little stronger I'm trying harder to get good grades to leave my house in like 2 years and go off to live at college. And about trusting people..........Idk it's all a little shaky. I used to never really trust anyone except my friend and then she changed so much and it screwed me up because she was the only one there for me and I thought I would be willing to die for her because she was the only person I felt that gave a crap about me and I learned that was not true. She was one of the people that left me 2 miles outside of town. And I've been sorta used to being thought of as worthless because it was always sorta implied at my house...my sister was loved more because she was successful in school even thought she was kind of a delinquent she got a tattoo and other stuff.

Now im trying to deal with my parents because they havent been doing well. They havent slept in the same room for 5 years and have been getting worse. It feels like they only stay together because they have me left in the house. My sister left as soon as she could. It's sorta a rule that if your 18 and not in school or have a job your out in this house. We may lose the house to but we managed to get a lawyer to help us but we need to pay him and with all the medical bills and debts that are on us were having alot of money problems. My sister got a boyfriend to pay for some of her college but it was still alot of money it was a 4 year private college and were still tight on cash because of it and everything else. So I have to get a job as soon as possible if I want to go to college and I will be lucky if I can even go. I want at least a 2 year tec college for web design or advertisement. Im trying to focus ore on school and not worry about the other shiz falling down around me so I can get out of here but....I have to get to college and leave my cats here and I do not want that my cats now are kinda the most important thing to me nowadays, but my friend, I dont think shes considering suicide anymore so!

I really dont have to worry so much about my mom losing it anymore she's sorta regained a little bit of herself lately. She seems a little more lucid I think. But my dad is drinking more and more and is pissed more and more sooo..... I dont think he has it in him to do anything bad but Idk he was never in the house alot when I was younger and my mom and sister were hurting me so Idk who he really is.

But its ok I still have the internet and a computer that sorta works....its slowly dying on me....though......... So I will lose it once my computer dies :D ╮(￣▽￣)╭ But not before then.

Oh and I am forcing myself to go to prom this year to I am refusing to give up even though I realllllllllllllllllllllllllly wanna. I am 16 I am crazy unhinged come from a bad crazy ass background like white and blue and I still plan to fight and I wanna win!!!! I will get a better life for myself even if I have to build it myself from the ground up!!!

Aw too bad I really wanna test my hands at tracking down ip addresses lol ╮(￣▽￣)╭. Jk. I'm glad then, sht can hit the fan but if you managed to fix it once, u can always fix it again right? Okay stopping the my nerdy, mechanic life quotes lol. I used to think I was only attracted to anime guys...probably worse than being graysexual I assure you. But good thing for ppl like us who dont wanna be attracted to others, we judge base on personalities not the amount of $$$ the watch that person is wearing cost. Maybe u being through all that sht gave u a better insight on who to trust,( I'm trusting nobody except for my pillow, no fckibg body can compete), I honestly stopped caring about what ppl think of me because guess who's gonna stand at the top of the tower later, not you. Literally make that your life motto and guarantee success(≧∀≦) bet you your friend got manipulated and lured into abandoning you. Perhaps for a gram of weed? Because no one would spend so long bonding a relationship just to throw it aside, its a lot of commitment and time wasted. That..or she was using you for her benefit then I have no words. Your sister represent the fact that one is allow to do anything once they prove to everyone they could shove an all A report card up anyone's..but u don't wanna be too successful because they're gonna go after your paycheck later in life instead and that just backfires :p

And the greatest thing is after all that and everything still going on I havent tried to commit suicide nor have i really gotten close I havent done drugs smoked drink alcohol gotten a tattoo excessive piercings ( I only have my ears pierced normal piercings) I havent tried selling drugs either, I havent stolen or done anything illegal....(except sticky noting the front door of my highschool in the summer while wearing a cape) and I dont plan to do any of that! There was one time I wondered if getting drunk would get rid of the pain but then I thought of my dad and it did not work for him so why would it work for me and I know I will have to live with this pain forever it's better for me to learn to shoulder it then try to drink it away which wont work and will probably make the pain worse. Nor have I given up my virginity....not that I can do that though cause its a scary thought because I am graysexual. Soooo!!! tada thats my crazy ass situation now Im going to get my tortilla because its beeping in the microwave!

I'd avoid any social gatherings as much as I can. Wait you're a sophomore then, interesting (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

yup.

Ah, it always rotate around the money as always, same for me, cant even pick a major because everything just cost too much, what's the point of all these good grades if I have to pay in the end （￣へ￣）I'm pretty sure once money is back to its stable state in your fam, everyone will be happy again, ppl stress out easily you know. Fragile human minds. Hm..u could always ask for federal college money and take classes while working but sounds painful.

I'm taking a college credit class and my school is paying for it right now...I have a B- in it!!! It was like 300 dollars soooo yea I took it!!!

You're living in America right?...isnt it midnight? Wat are u doing with a tortilla in the damn microwave, go to sleep lol
, seein other ppl do stupid sht makes u realize u dont want to fall that low and sell drugs and all that. They're actually indirectly helping you, little did they know (￣∇￣")

It's 11:30 I'm hungry cause I made dinner and it got eaten b4 I could do anything it was like a comical cartoon moment I leave for 5 min I come back and its like Houdini got hungry.

Best lucks of passing the final exam...because if you dont....i dont wanna discourage-- hey a freaking B is good for a college lvl class, I'm not taking college lvl until next year...stressed out already

Theres no final exam its a course of several assessments But the last one is really long and hard sooo.... but it does not count for a large part of my grade.

Hmm...it's either your mom...or dad...but it also could be a person hiding in your closet or attic and leeching off ur water bills and food. Happened to a dude before, can happen to u too ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

(⊙…⊙ ) Now I'm scared....... ╥﹏╥

What?!?! What is this injustice scale of macke-- we have to take final exam and colleges look at it, if they're not satisfy with the score, make u take it again in college..i bet you're living in Michigan. It's got to be michigan. How unfair the school system works. （￣へ￣）

I drew a dot in the attic door so if that sht move the next day. I'm out. I'm moving fcking out. No joke.

Close!!! so close!!! the class counts for 1 credit its Microsoft office suite TC

Lol XD XD XD!!! we dont have an attic...but a basement and its like right next to my rooms door......

Omg is it Minnesota?!!? I used to live there :D no? Wrong? Again?

That's even worst...a murderer could come in from down there and guess which bedroom door he's going for first? Guess (≧∀≦)

Wrong!!!! close though....

╥﹏╥ （/TДT)/ but dont worry hehehehe I have a machete right next to my pillow every night!!!

Bring a knife to a gun fight they say. It'll be brilliant they say. ≧∪^

Theres also my messy room they have to go thru ...trying to come through my room to kill me in my sleep....trips over dirty laundry.....ULTIMATE FAIL!! lol XD XD and I have had to pull a knife out on someone b4, 2 guys trapped me in an ally once I pulled a carpenters kinfe and they let me go lol XD.

Wisconsin or Ohio? :0

WISCONSIN HOME OF THE CHEESE HEADS!!!!

Lol dirty laundry? I thought I was the only one, mom told me to clean but honest, what's the point if it's gonna get dirty again anyways. You do realize if the popo caught u with that knife in public u can get arrested...plus having a fake gun is better, they'll falter, u take that time to throw the toy at their face(make sure it hits hard enuf to give their face plastic surgery cuz damn they need it) and babam, runs

Wisconsin? That's like...the quietest state ever, why so many misfortunates fall upon u and your friends goodness...so..is it true there's a huge cheese statue in that one town square?

It was a carpenters knife so I dont think its illegal and we are allowed to carry pocket knifes just not in school or establishments.

well crazy stuff happens alot in Wisconsin just not racial stuff though not murders really. Just kidnappings alot of drug busts bullying in schools.....and abusive relationships and parents. and Idk about a cheese statue I have heard nothing about that. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

If u can carry a carpenter knife in Wisconsin, I see no reason why I can't carry my katana in my state ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

Lol isn't that every state though? Around my place...a lot of dead ppl, lots of Isis threats on bathroom walls..and suicides. 3 suicides in one weekend in my streets...unrelated...and till this day I still do not believe they are suicides..

A katana is a weeeeeeee......errrr...allllllooott bigger than a carpenters knife.

Your street sounds fun! :D

For fending off more ppl, it makes sense.

It is fun, totally, until you end up on the dead and missing list. Sht goes down from there. There's gotta be a cheese state somewhere, cheese is what Wisconsin stands for...

Dairy and beef products!!! lol XD.

Beef! I beef!! A day without beef is a day without breathing(▰˘◡˘▰)

Random question, why do you think ppl in depression cut themselves? To call for attention, to unconsciously alert ppl that they need help? To inflict pain on them self because they think they deserve it for causing someone else pain? Because regrets? To punish themselves? To follow the trend of depression = cut yourself? What is it that compels them to do such things? Their hearts hurt so much that to numb the pain, they need to inflict a greater, physical pain? My friend once cut herself on the leg and was rushed to the hospital. I said she could've died if she cut there and she said that was the point. If it is, why not slit her own neck? The chance of dying is immediately intensify if she had just go for the throat. Then she wouldn't have to repeatedly feel the pain after every fail suicide attempt. Do ppl cut just to test out the feeling? Just to see if it lifts their mood like they think alcohol lifts their mood? Or perhaps they too scare to truly kill? What a strange species we are, first instinct is to survive and then there are those people out there throwing themself off a cliff...I'm so done with complex minded creatures. (︶︿︶")

I think certain situations cause chemical imbalances inside people that make them do that...the pain inside is to much so they try to block it out with physical pain raither than dealing with the emotional pain instead. I think. and there are people who want to die but are just to afraid to do it so they attempt it with half attempts because slitting your wrists or legs is not as scary as jumping off your roof.

There will be one happening next year that most of North American can see on August 21st

I know exactly what you mean! I graduate HS in January and it's terrifying thinking about how you have to choose a major. Have you tried looking at jobs listings and seeing if you could be up for one job, and then looking more into the major required? I took Forensic Science last year and liked it, so I've been considering doing Criminology. As long as I can find a major that doesn't bore me to death and has a good amount of jobs, I don't care if I'm passionate about it or not. Scary stuff, man. （￣へ￣）

I have seven years of college and I still don't know what (╬￣皿￣)凸im doing.

I did look, my problem is I'm a diamond digger, I dont want to kiss rich bottoms to climb, I want to live decent, because honestly, i didnt choose this, yaoi stories about living situations pushed me into this corner! I thought being an architect sounds nice because it have a mix of everything I like but...there's too many ppl who are way more creative and the maps and plans literally sent me running...and I thought maybe a multimedia artist but pfft, that's last year's dream, psychiatrist sounds lovely except I only want to listen to the psychopathic people, not normal ones, I also considered criminology at some point but I realized I'm too dumb for that, I'll probably end up helping INCREASE crime rate instead. ;-;

Lol at least u made it that far. Seven years (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ no turning back now :l

I feel you 100%! I was considering being a teacher since I've liked working with kids and I would also love to continue to be active in the online school community after I graduate, but I'm pretty shy and quiet so that wouldn't be the best choice for me obviously lol. It really sucks when you don't have something you're great at or really passionate about, since it puts you in a bit of a limbo. As long as I get a decent paycheck, I'm happy I suppose. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

do you or my 2nd plan is getting a sugar daddy

Me too T___T i am majoring in accounting with taxation concentration and i still have no freaking idea about accounting or even tax..i just study to fill answers during exams..i hate my major and i hate my boring life..

Lol well thats a solution, find an old man to settle down with and you're good to go! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

You know what, that's true, why am I looking to be a billionaire again lol? I should just choose something that piques me....then...that puts me back to square one, I dont have anything that interest me enough, traveling sounds really nice but there at only so many places on earth :( I'm sure being a parent of a child attending school might put u right back into the school community(something I'd personally avoid at all cost) kids nowadays are getting meaner and meaner and yep...being a teacher never even made it on my list.

Yeah..I'm not lucky or pretty enough to get a sugar daddy so I'd prefer to be the sugar daddy just so I can step on jerks.

Maybe see if you can talk to architects and see how they do everything? They may give you tips that can help you improve! Yeah, middle school kids are terrifying, lmao. I'll probably just stick to volunteering with elementary kids.

Explore more and broaden your horizons; you are right about trying everything. The thing is though, by trying everything, you scatter your energy everywhere and it probably leaves you exhausted. Spend more time with each thing you try before trying something else otherwise you will never know what you like because you spent minimal time with it. Like me, trying to find something you like by trying everything out with only a little time left doesn’t work out and only end up wanting to get it over with as soon as possible. You already know what your weak points are and strong points are. Who knows you better than yourself? How will you know that you will regret something that you have never done before? I get what you mean about not wanting to focusing on one subject only and ONLY one subject; but when you go looking for careers, that is exactly what they want. They want to see you excel at that certain something because that job requires that skill. If you have skills all over the place then those won't be of any use to anyone; if you excel at something, you need to keep developing it. As for college, most people change their majors two or three times when they get into college, so it isn't that big of a deal. Sure, majors are important when deciding which college to go to, but there are other important things too, like its location, size, and other factors. Just make sure you don't become one of those people who change their majors all the time and end up going to college for like 17 years. You know what you like and don't like, so you already have a good start and you know what NOT to look for. Unfortunately, people, like you said, aren't usually fortunate enough to find jobs that intrigue and interest them. If you can find a job that you don't totally detest, then you would be more fortunate than the rest of the human population. It takes time to find something you like, but isn’t it worth it? My best advice to you from my rant is: chill out.

it's true and most of time, I try nee things and gets lazy and never try it again because my mind automatically told me it's not going to work out(I recently tried Java scripting...and yeah...no..too high tech) I want to stop worrying about these things but I've procrastinated for too long(and we've ALL at some point seen the results of procrastination). I just want to chill and do things my pace but I'm running out of time. Fast.

But architecture blueprints looks hella frightening, it's like looking at a code, u dont understand any of it. Scary kids starts young nowadays, too young for my liking, because the highschool kids influence their siblings who are in middle school nd who in turn, influence the younger kids..not to mention media is very much involve

If you have just graduated high school taking a year off I completely normal and often recommended u can take one or two years off and most colleges look on that fondly. When I say this I don't mean that you play video games in your basement all year but do something good for the community. When you show that you want to make an impact you have a higher rate of getting into college. So feel free to take one or two years off while figuring it out. No need to stress yet. Just make sure that during those two years you do something meaningful during those years. What that is is completely up to you. You could draw up a plan for a new homeless shelter (good for architectural schools) or volunteer outside the country for the peace core while perhaps taking photos or drawing (good for art on photography schools) I'm not sure if this was what you were looking for but I hope you succeed because I totally get you

Exactly lol procrastination is the bane of my life. Time really does go by quickly, and it's already march and it just makes us think what the hell we have been doing with our lives. Are you a senior or junior? If you are a senior then you really are screwed(⊙…⊙ ) If you wanted to, you could go to a community college and then transfer into a school; some of their programs can help you explore at a lower cost before you decide to get your degree.

yo nobody is ugly or not pretty enough
heads up and get to the nearest ulta store (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

You gotta start somewhere! :) Wouldn't hurt to start learning about the blueprints and what everything means.

Wow, I'm in the same boat, then. I had no idea what to choose, so I chose what I liked most; story writing and anything related to it. Means; IT. Just ask yourself, what do you like? Then, you'll find your answer :)

Choosing a major was hard for me too. I sat around wondering what I should do with my life. Eventuall, I took a giant leap of faith and chose a major that I vowed I'd never be good at. I'm an actress. I major in theatre with a focus on acting. I had tremendous stage fright as a child and I was extremely isolated and introverted as a teenager. I always dreamt of being an actress but thought that I couldn't do it because I don't have Hollywood glamour. But that's not true. I am majoring i theatre and I am one of the most popular actors in my department. Anyway, the whole point of this story is that I think you should choose something that you've secretly always wanted to do but felt you aren't good enough or aren't suited for it. Thas what I thought about acitng but I jumped into it and now I can't go back because it's something I'm good at.

I'm trying to understand medical and in the same condition （/TДT)/

I chose what my friends chose for college...kinda sad. Aaand after 4 years, that's the course I graduated from. I think you'll just get used to it...┐(´д｀)┌

Ooh, lucky you, I hope u become famous so I can brag about once upon a time getting advice from this big-name actor, good luck! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Business school? I think you need all around knowledge to be able to grow in this field, and it's open to many opportunities too.

Lol, I hope so too. But I have a tough battle ahead of me. I'm Chinese and the chances of Asians getting cast as main cast is about 1%. But I'm not giving up.

As for your dilemma, don't rule out a major just because you feel inferior or unfit for it. If you really can't decide, be a liberal arts major for a while, feel out what it's like to be in college. You'll choose eventually. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

no but I thought earwigs were called that because they crawled in your ear and ate your brains.

I have thought that about the clouds. Also when I was about 5 or 6 I overheard my mom talking about a girl being raped and I thought she said raked, like scratched up with the gardening tool, and I thought what kinda of person attacks someone with a rake. So I pictured this poor girl with scratches all over. When I got older I realized what the conversation was really about and felt really silly. Also felt even worse for that poor girl.

Also for the longest time I was afraid of rakes.

reminds me of the song stressed out.
And believe some of my childhood habits and beliefs still follows me around till this day.
I'm 21 already.
I know they are childish thoughts,but deep down I still believe them.

me as a child: dreaming about being a doctor who smart at everything, good looking and can cook perfectly.

but reality: I am still stuck at home, the hell with the rest.
that's it, (〜￣△￣)〜

when i was a kid i yearn riding on the clouds, similar to gouku's kinton cloud. i totally believed back then that they could actually carry humans weight. i also believed the similar thing about water lilies. and well, when you grow up the belief will get dispelled by science anyway. *shrugs. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

still, that's the reason why i am attracted to legends and myths, especially the legend about how the clouds carry these train of procession when a god comes down the earth through the mountains

As a kid I though I could actually win a race with the moon if my father drove a lil' faster. (I know most kids do that) but it wasn't long before my very science loving mother brought me back to reality.
Also reading about the "rake" lmao above I remembered a story of my own. I was in 6th grade and was really innocent. My friends were talking about some girl that was raped. I said "no you mean "roped" right? Cuz there's no such word as raped? *conversation ended* I told this rope thing to my mother and she just nodded...innocent minds are supposed to stay like that for a while.

So either embarrassing stuff....
Even though I knew Ash wasn't real I cried when he died in that movie (mew 2 and the return of mew...something) that was like ages ago.
Saw that movie again this year and still felt sad at that scene...childhood experiences somehow get engraved in our minds,don't they?

When I was younger, my mother was so religious and raised me like that, that one day I declared that I wanted to die because I really really wanted to see God and Jesus XD At that moment she knew she had maybe gone a little too far lol.

On the other hand, I feel like I didn't change a lot from my time as a little child qua beliefs (not the religious ones, but generally) now that I'm an adult... it's just less free time and less time to go outside and just play but other than that I feel like I haven't changed much XD

I Remembered something else. When my mom would ask my dad to do stuff around the house he would say "when the signs are right". So I would always check the road sign to see if they changed and wondered how he would know if they were right. I finally got that he meant astrological sign and not road signs.

I was also pretty sure that I aged backward and that I used to be big...so at like 4 I went around making crap up like "when I was big i....." that's completely what I though lol.

Lol! I bet that was cute!