God this story I didn’t expect any of this. At some point while reading it I couldn’t stop crying. The second couple and the brother they just made me so sad they’ve been through so much and the family dynamics and homophobia at home hit so close it became hard to read. I’m happy those three got a more or less happy ending but wow it hurt so much and when they cried I cried. I didn’t think this story would affect me as much as it did.
And I know that inbeom is supposed to be considered bad but I feel for him so much. It’s hard having parents not want you and not just that but living with a head injury must be taxing on not just the body but mentally as well. It made me so happy when him and sunghee (I might not be spelling his name right) became friends. Their friendship seemed like it really helped the both of them
I kinda want a sequel with Inbeom and his kohai and/or the teacher.
I don’t understand how y’all can hate hyesung when he’s literally a victim.... raped countless times, bribed into having a child, and then being forced to stay with Dojin because of the whole linked thingy like this dudes got it rough. I’m not surprised he’s an asshole sometimes he’s been through a lot. Not only the traumatic childhood but also the traumatic relationship.
Have they had sex a single time without hyesung saying no and stop???
idk, maybe when he's in heat?
Right like the one time it technically wasn’t rape was when he wasn’t in his right mind to actually be aware of it or consent to it
No one forcing or forced u to read it
Did I say anything about not wanting to read it? I’m just commenting on how ppl in the comments are hating on hyesung when he isn’t what they’re making him out to be.
I didn’t mean to respond to usorry
Oh shit that’s okay bro
which part was he bribed tho? like i get what you mean, but who bribed who? the moment hyesung found out he was pregnant he instantly hated it not because he was raped. heck i don't even think he gives a fuck about the fact he was violated lmaoo. he got upset cause he didn't want the baby. period
but then when dojin started pampering him, hyesung used that to his advantage. he got him to buy expensive shit and do crazy crap for him. i particularly hated the scene where he talked about "going back to work" then dojin told him to rest cause he was pregnant (and that he'd provide for him) so hyesung smirked like an idiot knowing he hit jackpot with the rich alpha who's in love with him.
the next day, he met with kyungsoo which is where kyungsoo suggested hyesung asked for money in exchange for givign birth. THATS WHEN I DREW THE LINE. hyesung's selfish, greedy, and self-conceited. he used the baby to get what he wanted while at the same time using dojin however he wanted ie buying takoyaki in the middle of the night but not eating it in the end.
you see, i wont fight against people who hate dojin or hyesung because their hate is understandable. what i will fight for tho is people just brushing off their mistakes. like you can call out dojin for being a rapist but not hyesung literally being a pig when it comes to money? maybe its just broke ass me being particularly sensitive to scenes that include wealth, but you get what i mean.
anyway regardless of everything the fact remains that they're a couple with a child now. so i'm happy for them. and i wish people would stop bringing out the fucking past everytime a chapter is updated where they get into another fucking misunderstanding
Did we read the same thing lmao? He was given money so he wouldn’t get an abortion and then started getting pampered because he kept requesting things to be bought for him so he wouldn’t get angrier about the whole situation. And yes everytime he was raped he was upset about it and was upset the next day as well it’s literally shown him waking up and being upset about it not to mention him literally trying to push dojin away when he makes advances on him. Also with the whole food thing that’s such a dumb argument because not only did he genuinely want it but sincerely felt bad he couldn’t eat it. Y’all love blaming the victim every time.
Also how is wanting money worse than being a rapist wtf. If someone raped me and then bribed me to have their child I would feel no guilt for sucking them dry or every drop of money they had because rape is inexcusable. Not to mention Dojin LIKED pampering him whole hyesung didn’t like being raped or being pregnant and didn’t want either of those things.
1. he was given the money because he requested it after kyungsoo suggested he did it.
2. he was pampered EXCESSIVELY. making demands, throwing tantrums, treating dojin like shit, being a rude ass kid - just basically being immature af.
3. he was raped ONCE; the day dojin used his pheromones on him. the next day he found out he was pregnant. that was the only time hyesunf really felt "upset" about sex.
4. the food thing made me fucking mad i cant even. he had cravings in the middle of the night. then he specifically told dojin to do it instead of heesoo because, like i said, he has some sense of superiority for having the child and enjoys treating dojin like shit. then dojin got home late, all roughed up, but with the food. sure hyesung apologized but i still found it really awful.
all my points direct to the fact that hyesung's personality is crap. he's naive, stubborn, ungrateful, and immature. HE DOESNT GIVE AF ABOUT BEING RAPED. why? because he got clothes, shoes, bags, accessories out of it. in a good sense, he also ended up loving dojin thus it worked out in the end.
you cant justify any of the crap he did that involved money. because in the first place his goal was to find a RICH OMEGA in order to live a luxury life. i pity him for getting raped. i really do. but his intentions from the start were materialistic and greedy. and i fucking hate that
a victim? debatable. he does not see himsef as a victim, he sees himself as an opportunist. read the chapter again. when he found out he was pregnant he threw a tantrum and said he wanted to abort it. then when dojin said "it's my baby too" he paused. then proceeded to argue about not wanting to give birth to it. but then dojin suggested they went shopping and all that bs. which shut hyesung up.
if you still dont get my point then allow me to explain it again. i hate how dojin raped hyesung. but i didnt defend hyesung. why? BECAUSE HE DIDNT GIVE A FUCK. the kid never experienced luxury before and when dojin suggested shopping, hyesung just calms down? bitch you were raped and got pregnant. then when they got home he proceeded to boss dojin around because he realised he was at an advantage.
"i'm giving birth to the baby so he has to pamper me. he has to give me everything i need, everything i WANT, because i have his child. i might as well squeeze the billions out of him since its SO CONVENIENT TO GIVE BIRTH TO MY RAPIST'S CHILD as long as i get my bargain of the deal."
he has no sef respect. but at the same time he only cares about himself. and i know his trauma adds alot to that but i still cant help but find him increasingly unappealing regardless
Okay he was raped way more than one time. Saying no, stop, pushing someone away, and yelling and crying counts as not consenting and he did all those things almost every time they fucked. Even well into their relationship it was rape. Dojin let himself be used for money and was willing to let it happen, he never said no to hyesung and let him have whatever he wanted whenever with no argument. If you want to hate hyesung because he’s demanding then haye Dojin as well for not only allowing it but encouraging it.
So is there ever gonna be like an actual good development besides this cycle of rape as the plot or what? I don’t wanna drop this but that’s seriously all the story is at this point and it’s sickening.
yeah I don't know how much longer I can hold out cause it just makes me feel sick and upset esp with ending the note there. If it's gonna stay like this, imma dip.
I can’t stop crying over this. It just makes me think how you really can choose who your family is and they made a family. At least they got to be happy together even if it was for a short time.
I hate Jiang but I can’t lie I feel bad for him. They really did love eachother but sometimes things happen and you fall out of love or you get scared. Nothing excuses his actions but the fact that he was so destroyed over Zhi’s death that he genuinely doesn’t even believe it happened hurts so much. And the fact that the Dr will never love again ahhh I’m crying. And worst of it all Zhi really loved Jiang till the end. I wish Jiang could have stayed faithful or that Zhi could have moved on sooner but it’s so hard to suppress ten years of feelings. I don’t know this whole thing breaks my heart and I just keep coming back to jt over and over again. The letters really just added to the pain.
I love this comic but the fact that the author is a shota con is kinda creepy. And Hooni looks so young but is often sexualized In the comic. It just makes me a bit uncomfy because he looks like a 12 year old and there is official lewd art of him idk maybe it’s just me
I mean, to be fair, some people just look young. I'm nearly 21 but I get mistaken for a 13-15 year old regularly.
No I get that but like it’s a drawn comic and Hooni is supposed to be 17/18 ans the author also draws lots of official lewd art of him and of the blond kid who I’m pretty sure is in middle school
Why do I get the feeling this will end with....
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Suicide
why would i actually like that? i feel like this story has to have an ending like that
I think people don’t like this because they don’t understand it. Honestly it reminds me a lot of Your Lie In April with the whole know ing you’re gonna die so doing exactly what you want to do before you lose the chance.
Also it should be noted she never said her relationship was monogamous. Her boyfriend knew and was okay with it so why would having an open relationship make her a hoe?
Also her dying wish wasn’t “to be a hoe” she wanted to be loved
Also what’s with everyone ragging on the girl when the boy with long hair was raped on multiple occasions? No one in this manga is a good person but the slut shaming is really stupid. Your fetishization for gay relationships is really showing if all you can think about is how the girl “ruined” everything.
She literally said in the manga she wanted to be loved. Love comes in all different forms and sometimes one persons love isn’t enough. She was one of the least bad characters in the story and it’s honestly disgusting people think she’s so bad when the other guys drugged and raped someone else but of course they get away with what they did in the viewers eyes because all they care about is fetishizing mlm. Also she didn’t “break his mind” she broke his heart and that is something he can get over. It’s highschool dating affairs not the end of the world. He pressured someone into suicide all because of his own selfishness and he let her do as she pleased with whoever she wanted. If he had such a problem he could have told her to stop but he knowingly let her sleep around and have threesomes he was part of with his own consent.
I’m not saying what she did isn’t bad I’m saying that people in the comments are demonizing her when the other characters are just as bad as she is. Calling her a hoe and then being on the guys sides isn’t fair either. They all messed up it wasn’t just her everyone in this manga is at fault
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Oh god sun-yool was my fave from the beginning I have a weak spot for cute bratty boys but oh my god his character development and when he cried I actually teared up hfhdhsjsj I just love him so much I’m so glad he got a happy ending and good friends