this is realistic in a way that you really can’t leave an abusive relationship that easily, being loved deeply and warmly is something so scary and foreign that you go back to something that you’re used to even if it was the very thing that destroys you. glad jo got out of that situation tho. but i feel bad for ian, he’s taken up smoking again and he’s with the man who broke his leg and hurt him deep enough to want to pull the trigger on himself
i know that this is a bl and an omegaverse but this reads to me as an allegory of juhyeok coming to terms that homosexuality is acceptable and that he’s queer. his constant implication that omegas&alphas are “abnormal” because they have a constitution and a lifestyle that he can’t relate to, thus, making him, a beta, seem like “normal” person. the situation with gido too, he was afraid and felt like they were in different worlds and that confessing would ruin their friendship because of his idea of alphaxomega only (heterosexuality), leading to him burying his feelings until he doesn’t have them towards gido anymore.











this is exhausting