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Marikio January 2, 2024 12:30 am

I wasn't expecting me to cry silently in the shower like this. But this one hurt. I usually hate back stories and but I couldn't stop myself from reading this one. One. He started off mentally ill. And second they never treat him like a person with significance. As he was waiting like some damn dog they literally considered his illness as something that could've been fixed through therapy.

If the seme really cared he would have offered better choices. Or thought of other ways as comfort. Not separating the fact that sex and caring is different. And with him also being emotionally unstable he isn't even fit to look after his own lover.

The step adopted care giver. Is just something of worse then a aggressor and obsession or superiority. She hated her own blood like or have a wild fixation of the fact she guards him. Unable to see he as nothing more than a object.

The doctor isn't any help. These therapy sessions aren't seeing what is wrong with him and trying to help but seeing what will and wouldn't agitate his suicidal tendency. Ugh.

As soon one who went through a grooming type household this trauma warning wasn't enough. Though the story wasn't bad. It's just I hope the uke doesn't die but does have a ending. Where he is capable to accept his own flaws.

Cause I am a true believer of victims are only victims of themselves.

Meaning if you don't try to get out your shell on your own or at least reach out you will only blame yourself for the way people treat or how you were treated.

Though therapy isn't a solution it's Guinness from your own demise.

Again I hope the son of them will grow not around neither of the parents unless the uke get better. And I'm still suggesting like vist not living with him. Same for the seme.

Marikio January 1, 2024 3:11 pm

What a cute confession

Marikio December 31, 2023 2:52 am

People are complaining about the sex being hurtful. It's called rough sex. It's supposed to hurt as much as it feels good. You pain before you feel pleasure that's why you blend the two. But it's probably my opinion but bdsm without the pain in pleasure feels unrealistic. Some people like those expressions. But again it could only be me

    Qxeen_zxy January 1, 2024 12:23 am

    This is very true. As someone who practices BDSM, I don’t actually know anyone else into bdsm who doesn’t also deal with pain (either giving or receiving it). Sometimes you can overstimulate with pleasure instead but the end result is pain from too much pleasure so it’s hard to separate the two.

    Marikio January 1, 2024 3:37 am
    This is very true. As someone who practices BDSM, I don’t actually know anyone else into bdsm who doesn’t also deal with pain (either giving or receiving it). Sometimes you can overstimulate with pleasure i... Qxeen_zxy

    I'm surprised people actually understood what I was trying to get across Thanks for a better explanation.

    Qxeen_zxy January 1, 2024 5:08 am
    I'm surprised people actually understood what I was trying to get across Thanks for a better explanation. Marikio

    You got it across pretty well yourself! I’m just glad there are people who understand the BDSM community and the fact that pain and pleasure are two sides of the same beautiful coin!

    Mammoth Mama January 8, 2024 11:22 pm
    You got it across pretty well yourself! I’m just glad there are people who understand the BDSM community and the fact that pain and pleasure are two sides of the same beautiful coin! Qxeen_zxy

    I am an amateur of BDSM, but I sooo want to be dominated by someone who knows what they're doing!

    Qxeen_zxy January 9, 2024 3:36 pm
    I am an amateur of BDSM, but I sooo want to be dominated by someone who knows what they're doing! Mammoth Mama

    Honestly this is the hardest thing to find. There are a lot of “alpha males” but “alpha” and “controlling” doesn’t mean “dominant”. I’m personally a switch with a preference for sub which is exactly how I know most “doms” are not doms at all. I hope you eventually find your perfect dom! If you go to Reddit, they have a subreddit for advice. I saw a dating site they were talking about on there once but I was in a relationship at the time. Maybe try to search for it there? Apparently it’s vetted as only for BDSM.

    Mammoth Mama January 10, 2024 4:29 pm
    Honestly this is the hardest thing to find. There are a lot of “alpha males” but “alpha” and “controlling” doesn’t mean “dominant”. I’m personally a switch with a preference for sub which is... Qxeen_zxy

    Thank you!

    SluttyBabe ✨ April 21, 2024 12:02 pm

    RIGHTT some people here don’t understand how bdsm works which makes me sad cuz some are saying that Silas are manipulating Arthur

Marikio December 29, 2023 12:57 am

I just read the explanation from Doo and I totally agree. But what I found so about this whole scene is that fact they were scared of making a bigger misunderstanding and tried not to be totally overboard about it. And I really like the thought of his bestfriend and his boyfriend getting along but I just in a better situation cause the BFF is my favorite and I know if they met without this whole condition they would totally be friends. But back to the whole funny situation is that weren't trying to this time and karma is one strong ass thigh.

But on a for real note. I hope he doesn't think his bestfriend this that big of a jerk. Cause that means he never trusted him in the first place or care to believe they were close. Though I know the bestfriend jealousy this was blown way out of portions. But I love creative so. The last chapters are my so fav

Marikio December 28, 2023 4:22 pm

Why do people hate it. I see no problem with it.

Obviously the blonde and the other has been in the relationship longer meaning he is used to his bullshit. And him being selfish is just one of his toxic traits. And its not like the uke is upset. He bonded with the kid before they had sex a little fast and not as romantic but he's a guy who thinks with his dick. I just want to see dates from now on though and in intimate scenarios. But I really want the younger one to be a switch. It'd been perfect from there honestly

Marikio December 28, 2023 2:37 am

Am I reading the same thing as everyone else. I read cause I'm like I want to see it through. But its just a childish plot and back and forth lack of story. I understand they fell in love with each other at sight but they have no chemistry at all none of the characters do they are just piled with each other.

It's starts of with seme a sex addict( which I'm not judging just stating a fact) have sex with a support character that has nothing to really do with the plot. Or maybe cause it's only 30+ chapters that I don't know. Then he sees the uke who he met by chance. Who is very depressed and have a mental disorder. (Again not judging) they hated each other. They didn't have those moments them falling in love without involving other. One what gives him the right to search someone's background but also don't know about him and gets upset when he finds out. That whole part just confused and werid me out cause back another side character unless this story had some other story to mix they don't have real chemistry either. Like okay rich dude with a complex of putting together guys. Which i hope that's not all. Like how did they meet or how did he know the uke. What did he mean when he wants them to act friendly with each other. And the seme is so arrogant( not that's its a problem it's just add flame to the fire)

Then about the uke he is a naive save me character. He doesn't have good memories and when ever the seme meets him they surround with the darkside of everything. Like it's 44 chapters other then the times they ate out the have no really other scene that have moments that didn't results in him getting angry, sad or just upset.


They fell for each others looks nothing qrong with that but I feel.like the chemistry isn't there.

And I stopped when I saw the (I chased him for 15 years) you called him a coward or got mad at him but also you didn't confessed. But if he and him had scenes together like him trying to go on dates secretly then okay. But you went into to straight touching and getting on his nerves. Ugh.

None of these characters act without thinking first it's always about them cause they are impatient or scared.


I LOVE MY FAIR SHARE OF TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS

BUT THIS ISNT. ALL OF THIS JUST FALSE THOUGHTS OF HOW A RELATIONSHIPS. MAYBE I JUST HATE HOW ITS NOT CREATIVE ENOUGH.



I WASNT GOING TO ACTUALLY POST THIS BUT I THINK I LET OUT ALL I WANTED. TO REVIEW THIS. BUT ITS SO BIAS.

    mangoloco December 31, 2023 11:45 am

    agreed, the characters couldve had so much more potential, the story aswell, and it ended all just being written so poorly...
    the plot has literal plot holes, so much info missing and as you said, childish behaviours.
    authors writing is the equivalent of a 50 yo man writing a movie script about 16 yo teenage girls, like bro...

Marikio December 27, 2023 4:38 am

But first chapter is from the anime Trigun. My shit

Marikio November 2, 2023 5:19 pm

Shot through the heart!

Marikio September 28, 2023 3:48 pm

this is so good i cant wait to find it

Marikio July 6, 2021 6:32 pm

It’s been awhile since I watch the anime which I loved. Any wait till these are all uploaded here!

    Marikio July 6, 2021 6:33 pm

    Actually I’ve been fooled.

    LOLOLOL July 7, 2021 12:04 am
    Actually I’ve been fooled. Marikio

    Whats the name of the anime?

    whistle man July 7, 2021 3:34 am
    Actually I’ve been fooled. Marikio

    LOL I THOUGHT IT WAS THE TRICKSTER ANIME TOO! Turns out It's a Webtoon that i read years ago

    Marikio July 7, 2021 5:58 pm
    LOL I THOUGHT IT WAS THE TRICKSTER ANIME TOO! Turns out It's a Webtoon that i read years ago whistle man

    Right just sad.

    Marikio July 7, 2021 5:58 pm
    Whats the name of the anime? LOLOLOL

    It’s called trickster

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