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From the comments, I thought I'd fall for Jiwon (BJ Alex), but I'm 22 chapters in and he's the biggest asshole (bordering abusive bastard). Like, actual almost non-con, definitely dub-con territory. I would expect it from regular yaoi (and gotta admit, non-con is sometimes a kink for me) but wasn't expecting it with this type of art. I'm guessing I have to get into this further before I start seeing when the 9.3/10 rating, but I'm seriously tempted to drop this.

DG is a Uni freshman who's a huge fan of BJ Alex (Jiwon's camboy alias). Accidentally finds out Jiwon is BJ Alex, and is intimidated into not revealing anything. Understandable that Jiwon gets mad and freaks out. DG is also a softy, push-over virgin. Of course.

Later, Jiwon can't get it up on cam anymore without imagining DG. With disgust and self-loathing, he decides the best way to deal with this is to get into a sex-only relationship with DG. He treats DG like shit. Although we get snippets of why our broody seme is the way he is (short flashbacks to a faceless dude Jiwon was with who most likely taught him the ropes), it still does not excuse the borderline abusive behaviour he has toward Jiwon.

Fuuuuck, I'd accept this if we're at least shown a softer side of Jiwon, which I know we'll get, but I'm already 22 chapters and there hasn't been any redeemable quality to Jiwon at all. Also getting sick of DG being a doormat. Maybe I'll come back to this in the future. Don't have the patience right now. Ugh.