Not understanding the hate for the FL? Shes doing the most to help everyone, shes kind, shes intelligent, shes strong willed.. literally the perfect strong FL but bc she didnt coddle the male lead the whole story shes bad?? Meanwhile hes a walking red flag but no one gives af ab that. ML bias is so real on these stories
My problem personally is she keeps saying she “gave him freedom” but then rejects his choices outright. She kinda admits it in this new chapter. She said she didn’t need him because she found someone else, but then admits in this chapter “oh well actually I could use one more person I just don’t want it to be him.” But she’s the reason he’s so angry and feels betrayed and doesn’t get along well with other people. So it seems like she’s caught in a vicious cycle. She built him up to be a hero, gave him a purpose kinda but then took it away because she decided it without talking to him about what he would choose to do. I dunno she comes off manipulative and controlling while pretending to give him a choice.
She realized hes too much of a wild card for her mission which (lets not forget) has the WHOLE WORLD hinging on it so maybe a bit of understanding wouldnt go amiss. And she also felt bad that she controlled him and so she set him free. In the novel he never cared ab anyone so how could she predict he would become obsessive?? In the original he had no issues killing the owner of the association so why would she think he suddenly cares an unhealthy amount ab another person? Also he IS free to do what he wants but she doesnt have to let him follow her around, join her team, etc. Bc they are BOTH free. Its like when your parents force you to be friends with a kid you dont like bc they're your age and they like you hes also straight up crazy, unpredictable and uncontrollable... and her whole plan relies on her team listening and cooperating.
From somebody that grew up with a very narcissistic father it’s the way that she centers things around herself not just the way that she’s manipulative about it but the way that makes her seem like a narcissist. Also certain parts of the story just don’t connect very well then going back to her behavior it makes her seem like I’m the only one that can do this. I am now the main character. I am now the way that her behavior in the way that she analyzes things is kind of very peeves you off type of thing the way that she doesn’t realize her own behaviors on the type of person that she claims to want to be. that way she doesn’t realize the cause-and-effect of her own actions
She did kind of without understanding her own limits and the limit of an attitude of the person. It’s like she forgot what type of person she was as she was reading, thinking that it’s just a nurture that he needed without asking and by the way, a grown-up that might be more understanding or custom to other peoples behaviors instead of thinking that way and just asking for that help she did it all by herself and while doing that kind of broke him, he’s obsessive behavior is good but she kind of did that on her own. She made that her fault without putting a proper reason for everything. It feels half assed though I did read the story twice only I should read it a couple more times to check.
She kind of is the best chance for the world to survive considering she knows everything.. also she is extremely powerful but she still recognizes her team's strengths and uses them, she doesnt just try to act like shes the only important aspect. The ML is actually the one who centers himself the most when hes ACTUALLY the reason the world will end. I say good on her for recognizing how volatile an element he is and not letting petty considerations get in the way of saving the world
She started this story trying to recreate the novel and then decided (after showing him so much favoritism as if he was going to do great things) “nah he’s too much of a risk”. She knew the contents of the original story but still attempted to recreate it and then later thought it was dangerous. At this point, she’s the problem. All she had to do was buy the company and then just stop. Don’t favorite him, don’t make him powerful as if she had a plan for him, and just don’t. It would have been fine then. At least that’s how i feel. She shouldn’t have started something to just not finish it because that would make anyone a wild card at that point.
No, that’s not why she abandonment. She abandoned her because she fucked up while grooming the the original main lead of the story, she fucked up when he didn’t try to kill her for the betrayal, she realize that it wasn’t worth it then the risk that she took, and everything else wasn’t worth it, and then she randomly abandon him somewhere without word I don’t follow her completely, but I can’t fault him completely because of the situation that he was putting in the original novel I just don’t like how she approaches certain things
I was hopeful when she thought he was taking advantage of her but disappointed she brushed it off so easily. He is... he was using the blonde girl all this time and now hes found a more powerful one so he tossed her aside.. its giving shady. I wish this was just ab her and her family
Not act like hes totally in love with her and wants her for anything other than her power? Its gross. Shes nice enough to help without all that. Acting like you're super into someone when you just need smth from them is sleazy af. Even if he DOES love her, the author has done an awful job at making him seem sincere
He's in love with her. He's the boy she sees in her dreams and the boy who comforted her when she was sick in the early chapters. He called her his special person in the dreams. Noah seems to recognize Esther from his dreams too and thats why he said he couldn't believe she was real when he woke up and saw her. Esther can't recognize him tho(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
If he just wanted her powers, he would have chosen Ravien who is the "supposed saintess" but he and Ravien never got along even before he found out Esther was the saintess. He seems to out right antagonize Ravien.
Kinda bs how she had to act like being soaked in blood didnt scare her to appease him.. like even if shes not scared of him and is glad he saved her, its still reasonable for her to be shocked that those humans turned into literal blood splats next to her
she didn't lie, she did say she was scared xD
Yeah.. but she said she was scared of the kidnappers but if she had the very normal reaction of being scared bc people were brutally killed next to her, Axion would have hated her for being a "liar". Hes way too unreasonable
Oh come on, the boy has anxiety bcuz people USUALLY scared of his powers so when he saw people scared-faces, its AUTOMATIC from him to think that they're scared of him. Like, "oh, this person is scared, he/she maybe scared because of me, as always." With this kind of thinking, he would not notice his surroundings that there's something else to be scared off than his powers.
You come on. If she had given anything except the exact answer he had been looking for, he would have either continued tormenting her forever or just flat out killed her. She is just a normal person, so its fair for her to be scared of blood and death. What ab the FL's anxiety ab having to walk on eggshells around this guy's fickle temperament or the fact that she can never be herself at risk of death?
though to be honest she didn't really mention that she was scared of blood and death, both on speech and on her thought bubbles
OH come ON, the FL has system, did you forgot? Its like buff like making you mentally strong. Its not like she didn't know, I mean its almost cliche in every rofan/story. And even she has the "system" its not like multiple choice kind of OTOME. Even with mutiple choice of replies not all can choose to say the RIGHT answer the chara(bro) is looking for, unless she has the POWER to read his thoughts, do you get what I mean? So give them a break. Why are you so mad, anyways?
Not mad at all, not sure how an observation ab how inflexible and unreasonable a character is = being mad? My comment isnt to say that she WAS scared but more about how she isnt ALLOWED to be scared.
Well you look mad to me, well sorry about that. He might be unreasonable but its not like he won't grow, like I SAID, he has this anxiety that makes him think that EVERYONE is SCARED of him. You're talking about how inflexible he is when you're not flexible enough to understand HIS side. Yes, he's unreasonable, and FL knows it, and she's taking steps to fix it, I mean, isn't that most of the stories shows about? FL fixing all the INSECURITIES, ANXIETY, TRAUMA, ETC. That the character, she met, have. Which is why she has the power to reread or borrow the books she had read from her past life as a reference on how she can deal with her brother. You don't forgot about that, do you?
Look, its not like he's the only one, and they're still young, the boy will eventually change for the better. Just let the FL cook. Okay?
Bro they are BOTH kids what do you expect....
But apparently only he gets leeway for being a kid and she has to know exactly what to say in every moment to not get killed
Thats why i said both....