Buy a vibrator! If you cannot at the moment your hand will do the trick just fine, it sounds like you didn’t reach orgasm which you can as long as you keep at what you like. Listen to your body and enjoy the sensations.
Sidenote as you learn about your sexuality and if/when the time comes to share it with someone I encourage you to do some readi...... reply
Very dark car sex. Guy swore he hasn’t done /this/ in awhile which showed when I was on my hands and knees I could feel his “buddy” knocking on the wrong door. He blamed it entirely on how dark it was. Whenever he was close I’d flatly say “nope” or “anal” which implied “we’re not doing that!” He’s gotten better since lol reply