I see you. I think the basis of your problems is that your family is full od hypocrites, they have serious issues with values so you don't have a supportiive basis from there.
First thing sin=weakness in Roman Catholic church, I dunno which exactly is your christianity. Its just not about wrong or right, but its more or less "what you want" vs "wha...... 1 reply
did repeat a song 5 times a day
