Kushiro's Topics (102)

I understand how she feels and I also understand that she knows that her frustration is somewhat hypocritical when she knew it would happen, but the way she speaks abt her family it seems she blames those very ppl for being cursed as if it’s their fault. The whole idea of blaming ppl who are cursed with smth they didn’t choose is already so fucking annoying to me. But she also holds like no love or care for the children she herself birthed. She pushed her fucking youngest that she never got to properly meet then she gives the cold shoulder to her eldest who missed her so so much. First off she also knows that they lose the ability to feel things properly slowly overtime, so she knows her kids both can in fact still feel emotion even though they seem a bit cold. Also like I wanna talk abt how fucked up she is bc kids can in fact and literally do act too mature or cold for their age all the time. Literally completely disregarding the fact that they’re cursed both boys already have pretty significant trauma like their mom dying or the fact that everyone else in their family is cold as well. The youngest is LITERALLY non-verbal and only recently got his body back and nearly died at birth. Real kids are just like that, and as their mother she should love them despite their struggles to express themselves. So yes I fucking hate astrid.

I know evb and they mama here is busy analyzing the family, but i honestly can’t help but focus on the mc. she is absolutely right abt how life works. no one, and i mean absolutely no one gets things without also giving smth back. sure, some ppl have it easy and just receive love bc their kind or their cute or ppl js enjoy how the person makes them feel. but that is still smth they have to give to receive. she herself knew that the other actors enjoyed being around her bc she played her role right, ofc their are other things but still. i feel like ppl don’t point out how life is js abt playing a role right with certain ppl and receiving what is given, everyone does it. anyways she’s real asf nd i hope she stays for at least the 2 lil boys bc they clearly both need her js as much as she needs their company.

i really did wish they explored more of their equally dependent and toxic relationship. it seemed almost paradoxical in which the story chose to portray neither of the mc’s as either the perpetrator or the victim. because obviously both make very morally wrong decisions in the quest of their relationship.

on one hand there is an adult who is lonely and still baring the scares of his past that decides to find solace in a child (and id like to specify child because he it was very obvious to both us and the readers that he was very immature and confused)

and on the other hand we have a child who has clear sadistic urges and struggles to draw a line where he can express them without actually ending someone’s life.

i enjoy psychological stories because people are complex and morals are gray especially as a child and can continue to waiver when your not mentally well.

i feel like his sadistic urges were not portrayed as exactly sexual because his urges seem more to be a urge to possess someone completely rather than destroy them. but because he didn’t understand that he assumed it was the urge to kill.

here’s the thing, to me personally, there is a clear perpetrator and a clear victim. the adult himself was unstable and he chose to ignore that the child in front of him was also clearly unstable.
and with the lack of actually chemistry it does nothing but enhance the idea of this relationship being more of a “baby chick” attachment or stockholm syndrome.

but that’s just my take. i feel that sadistic tendencies and that internal struggle to want to both possess and hurt while also not completely destroying can be explored with adult characters just fine, so i feel this is less about exploration and more so a romanticization of a clear issue. the “happy ending” only makes it more obvious that it is more do about romanticizing the issue.

i def dont trust ppl easily on an emotional lvl but when ppl open the convo to talk shit i jump on it. like the moment he said that i would have started dogging on guwon immediately

ok so the only reason i don’t really like the vibes between suah and mc is bc technically if you think abt it suah has been grooming mc SINCE THEY WERE LITERALLY CHILDREN. like ok maybe it was a mistake up until their early teens but even then suah continued to do so well into their adulthood KNOWING that this would fuck up his horomones or wtv. like dude they found out in middle school and their currently in their early 20s. and he did all this simply bc he didn’t like mc hanging out around alphas. absolutely bs and i do blame suah for this. on top of that it clearly is just a take and no give relationship and the mc understands that himself. suah is selfishly devoted and mc can’t even do anything about it bc his issues can currently only be solved by him. it’s just so messy and fucked up and that’s the only reason i think this random unc is lwk my fav. if not him then the japanese judo guy.

it’s actually so validating the way they talk abt violent tendencies. like amane i grew up in a fucked up house nd i was bullied too. so when i started realizing i fantasized abt killing my bullies i resorted to s/h so i never felt like hurting anyone. not entirely healthy but it worked. so like amane is js too damn relatable in that sense, if i ever hurt sm i loved id probably kick the chair too. ik i’m not perfectly healthy but i hope to find a love js like them fr </3

LMAOOO HE WANTS THAT COOKIE BADDDD

i feel like a lot of ppl misunderstand Dohyun’s character. him being nonchalant and failing to communicate properly is the whole point. initially in omega complex he was a very straightforward character who wore his heart on his sleeve when it came to expressing his feelings. obviously that didn’t work out and his first love wasn’t reciprocated. and the whole point of his current character is to show that growth, it isn’t positive and it clearly creates misunderstandings but that’s realistic. love changes you and it can hurt you, especially your first love. his first love did effect him and this story helps shape that importance. including the fact that he’s shown clear guilt surrounding his feelings for seon currently because of how young he is. obviously now that their feelings are reciprocated i hope he communicates better for seon’s sake and opens up more.

no cuz actually how tf was this new volume released in 2026. idk who told the author we’d want this at all. genuinely how can you go from a story literally starting out having no smut, to have a little, that all of a sudden a jinx rape scene?? like are we deadass? who asked for this? like i wouldn’t have read fluff if i wanted rape and the dumbass runaway trope.

ngl when i was a kid i was a lesbophobic fujoshi— HEAR ME OUT!!! i didn’t like dislike lesbians it was all internal like i would be like “egh- kissing girls? i would neverrr.” but like i turned out to be a lesbian. like the internalized homophobia is so real but i feel like the phase was so short for me lmaooo