Huge respect to the author for saying that some things are not meant to be forgiven (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
And while I also like the fact that the rape scene wasn't shown, I wished it was more explicitly mentioned somewhere in the story instead of just hinting at it. For the longest time, I thought Chiwoo was traumatized because of the violence, and Jihyun did say he wouldn't do anything he'd regret, so I thought he stopped there. It wasn't until it was repeatedly shown as a flashback that I started wondering that something actually happened. Was going to post a question in the comment after I finish reading but the author actually clarified it in his notes.
Even without it, Jihyun was a complete nutjob and I didn't think he could sink any lower. That guy needs therapy, not a school abroad. Ugh just remembering when he first showed up again, with no hint of remorse and no apology, makes my blood boils. Why someone would support this toxic relationship is lost on me ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ I mean, being possessive is fine, but completely ignoring what the other party feels and treating them badly? Nah.









If you're stuck in a misunderstanding for 7 years, is the relationship even salvageable at that point? And why do they always make the MC so dumb. It took him forever to realize he's become an omega. Oh hey I'm feeling feverish and I started smelling scents now and my boyfriend keeps telling me I smell like an omega and it didn't occur to me that maybe, just maybe??? Ig he skipped sex ed in school. He works in a hospital though, does that even make sense to be this ignorant? ML also dumb but it's obvious that he's being cruel unintentionally, although come on, in what universe would u not know that telling ur bf to sleep with someone else is hurtful? And bro wonder why MC no longer smile at him
yooo not too much on gihyeon every omegaverse has different rules and in this one changing from beta to omega is so rare bc the conditions never line up you dont learn about every single health condition in school, for all he knew he had some kind of GI cancer or something causing mucous production. its like if a woman suddenly started getting prostate cancer symptoms but didnt know she was intersex at birth with internal reproductive organs. she wouldnt think she had prostate cancer, she would think she had a different condition. thats just what was happening with gihyeon