I avoid looking at photos of myself, windows and mirrors as the reality of what i look like it too much to bare. I feel ugly and big infront of my pretty friends, i know I'm not hideous but this feeling of being mediocre make sure me feel worse. I know it's vain. I hate myself more for caring so much how I look. It doesn't effect my life, only in t...... reply
did plans for the future
did read 1000 manga or more
