I'm noticing that a lot of readers did not (or have chosen not to) understand the meaning behind that one specific scene. I haven't read it in a long time, but, from what I remember :
Itadori sort of steps into Fushiguro's subconscious. The scene that he witnesses is the personification of Fushiguro's feelings toward his sister. These feelings don't have to be specifically sexual for one's unconscious to appear as so, although in this case it seems like Fushiguro does harbor some romantic feelings for the one that he still regards as his sister.
Which is why he's so "repulsed" by himself for feeling this way and desperate to keep these feelings/part of himself that he probably doesn't even acknowledge in his conscious mind, buried and out of reach from others, and most importantly, from Itadori. The human psyche is far too complex to simply describe this scene as some "disturbing incestual mishaps".
Fishiguro has lost his step-sister prematurely, so there were probably unresolved feelings and words that he regrets not conveying to her.
Is there anyway (besides the raw) to read the mature version ? or did it only get translated by manta (I hate them so fucking much, they shouldn’t be allowed to translate mature bl )
No cause they get the best BL too but I love their spacing (for the photos) if that makes sense and word type they use for the bubbles it’s so pretty aesthetic wise
I don't know why but I was convinced I answered you, but yeah I've never truly paid attention to that and YES they always seem to get the best BL, it's what's pissing me off
It started really good at first, but the ending makes no sense to me. The whole story makes no sense, it feels like there’s no actual storyline beside the relationship between the three, but if that’s what was intended I would have expected a better writing. I feel like the last incident was just to get rid of the brother and the beautiful boy, so that the muscular dude could end up with the mc.
I don’t know, maybe i’m just being bitchy about it, but it’s just really sad to see a story that seemed so original at first, end up using the most unoriginal trope to get rid of a situation / not waste time on the characters that were created. Nothing was resolved to me, it just feels like it was rushed because the author didn’t want to continue working on it.
i see everyone saying this (probably due to the cover ?) but to me it seems like there’s only the blond one. I mean sure there’s the one who’s hospitalized but i’m sur he’ll just serve as some sort of catalyst to the male lead anger toward the mc, and the other one was probably just jealous of his friends’ friendship, and even if he had “feelings” for our mc i doubt he’s a ml.
I hope it's just the blond one. Cause be fr 3 mls?
pretty sure it's just gonna be the blond one, the rest are just gonna stay around to cause trouble lol
Isn’t he being held captive at the moment ?
That's what I was thinking too. Maybe he just drugged him and kept him isolated?
that’s most likely yeah !
Thank you so much !!! I’m so happy to see it translated !! I really thought we’d have to wait until it all got translated again in mature. (someone tell manta to stop taking on mature bl for the live of god.)
Would it be possible in the future to add all the mature part in the chapters ? I’m so sad manta cut them off
Also there’s an upcoming
they will upload the mature part unofficial one tho :3
i hope so !!!
I bought the uncensored version on a french official site (if you can, please support the artist !!! They don’t even have many followers on twitter which is actually fucking crazy) and the story is a masterpiece ?? It’s probably one of the best written bl i’ve ever read along with lost in the cloud and Reunion.
I remember starting it back in 2021, but then the chapters got uploaded less often which forced me to drop it (as i didn’t know, before YESTERDAY, whether or not it got translated in a official r18 version), apparently due to the authors (many ?) hiatus and also the fact that the work got taken by manta so the uploader was probably forced to drop the r18 version (i was devastated lmao).
I was finally able to read the r18 version completely this time with the side story (if we can call it that, it’s more of the story following the event of the main one right from where it ended and it still tackles a few issues and struggle with our couple that i wouldn’t consider being a part of a side story, it should’ve just been considered a part of the main one BUT ANYWAY. lol.) as well as the epilogue, discovering that it got translated officially AND IN MATURE VERSION in french was probably the happiest moment of this week for me lol !
Anyways, all that just to say that this is an incredible story that i would recommend to anybody interested in reading a bl that will mark them for a long time lol ! The story is quite heavy but also extremely realistic which caught some people off guard ! I related to the professor’s mentality a lot, it all felt very human. Once again, I would recommend it every time, if someone is willing to start a story with relationships and characters who have a realistic depth to them as well as hardships and struggles to surpass that everyone can relate to !
edit : I added a sentence to my post and the comments got deleted sorry, the author’s twitter is @nodeok PLEASE give them love !! They deserve it, truly.