Sloppygirl's Things

Long time again I saw a question here and people were saying that ph is a meh site for corn and people keep agreeing that a certain site was better but nobody said the name of that site
I feel kind of left out like we're are y'all going for corn if not p0rnhub （￣へ￣）
Why are y'all on a site, watching corn together without me knowing

I arrived three weeks after classes started and had trouble fitting in
There aren't many girls at my university, and in my class most of the girls come from the same school ( I don't)
every time I approached girls ,they acted like I was a bother (they won't answer me they will just look at each other in silence and wait for me to leave before talking again)
So I was alone until this group of boys started talking to me , and I didn't even expect myself to be able to fit in with them that well.
But recently things became weird cause I got 2 different anonymous confessions ( I thought it was some kind of joke between us)
But one of these people came to me in private to say that he was serious (because some people saw him writing it ,so everyone it the class knew) he sais that he didn't write the second one. No one asked me out they just said how they feel around me.
I just said thank but somehow it feel weird to still stay with these boys even more I started paying attention to how they looked at me
Idk how to even explain the vibe in that group Nobody claimed the 2nd confessions

So I live on campus and one time i went to a party ,it was kind of dark ,but at some point when I turn my head there is this guy sticking behind me .
We looked at each other for like 1 minutes before he asked for my number.
I kinda wanted him to get lost so I gave it.
He keep sending me messages about how he want to talk face to face.
We do meet in front of the student residence and talk and idk how but at some point we are in a space where people don't pass at all.
He start to get really close and tell me how he is attracted to my body ,and insists that I drink the water that he got for me .I found it weird but I got really scared when he started to caress me like he wanted to skin me. Then I ran away saying that I need to take a call.
I just hope I never meet him again .

Like I'm a girl myself but I have never been sexually attracted to any person whatever the gender that I felt in love with
So I'm wondering do girls really get aroused Just like boys do ???
I'm not asexual for sure ,I want to do it.
But idk I just don't feel like doing that kind of thing with other people No matter how much love I have for them
( like ,I love you and stuff but why are you touching me below the belt I don't want to kiss your lips, let's just hold hands and hug ╥﹏╥)
something like that, is normal right ?

If any of you watch kdrama where do you usually watch them ? Please
I used kissasian before but idk, it's just not the same anymore
It's better if the site is free ,without ad everytime I touch anything