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like the author is being purposeful about how uncomfortable the sex scenes are cheoljin hiding his discomfort from not being able to feel pleasure from bottoming yet (rmb he has germaphobe tendencies) but also scared that minwoo will leave if he realizes. all of chealjin's tendencies make more sense if you realize deep down he's this traditional person who wants heart x body to be connected and is used to being sexually desired (but uncomfortable and prudish about it, even though he uses it as a tool) without being loved

meanwhile mw is definitely being selfish with chasing his pleasure (in contrast to how he's a considerate lover with others) because this is the only place where he feels he has control over cheoljin and also he feels like he's justified in being not considerate.

the payoff is in later chapters where minwoo starts being more considerate and cheoljin starts actually feeling pleasure and it's >>>>>>>> (hot!!!)

also in this chapter you have cheoljin still being manipulative by trying to get Norman's hairband off of minwoo by faking pleasure, distracting him etc -- cheoljin is super possessive and hates seeing ppl's things on minwoo! minwoo doesn't realize why cheoljin is fake moaning and just thinks cheoljin is playing with him -- again constant miscommunication. bc minwoo thinks cheoljin just toys with him but actually w/ minwoo's personality, he would be fine with cheoljin being manipulative if he realized it was bc cheoljin really liked him lolol.

like that last line about only seokjun being able to come in yeochan is soo insane but also strangely romantic lmao

he gets hate but honestly he has a backbone and a personality (rare for third-party twinks in manhwas lol)

I'm sooo happy rian had this up his sleeve I was getting tired of Enzo seeming like he had teh upper hand like where was the alpha x alpha I was promised?? author delivered!!!! sorry I ever doubted!!! i love the push and pull, Enzo's going to have to do so much more for rian to fall for him and it's going to be so delicious hehe

cheoljin not being able to find pleasure in bottoming but completely forcing and tolerating and hiding his pain bc he's so desperate for minwoo to not leave him </3 minwoo he loves you soooo much T.T

Moonhyung, who I had a crush on since myschool daysActor Ki-Yul who is living togetherI was caught b...

esp when they're obviously obsessed with each other lol. cheoljin also being a bit prudish and wanting to make love~ on a proper bed meanwhile minwoo is horny as hell even though he's scheming...also I really like it when minwoo does something (like very straightforwardly dominant) that throws cheoljin off guard a bit and he goes quiet and his eyes goes a bit wide >>> cheoljin being not in control is so hot hehe

sunbae obv has some kind of trauma and has the most avoidant self-sabotoging tendencies known to all of mankind

Leopold , the deposed Crown Prince who fell from power after being entangled in his half-brother...

yes the size difference makes me laugh but I would accept it if we could see what happened to jian

kind of curious how rian will actually fall in love with Enzo...I hope he actually makes Enzo regret his actions bc it would be kind of lame if Rian didn't put up a fight/assert himself and just got swept away by whatever Enzo wanted?? like I kind of need to see Rian win lol it's not fun when it's not actually alpha x alpha

hope the author actually writes that darker series pspspsp

like some of the best writing in bl such complicated characters and nuanced emotions...like the writing gets better and better as the author improves and continues. you are genuinely stupid if you think it's just porn

like omggg why am I so moved I never thought I would enjoy tehir/kimoto esp after jin/charin but the way it's developed argghhhh tehir you better earn that $$$$??
also charin my bb <333333

'You're still so cool when you're handcuffed, aren't you? That's what I lik...

I seriously mean it like hooowww is it so twisted but also getting at something so real like jumping from LOVE AS CONSUMPTION the desire to make them part of you ...then jumping to them being two losers blushing over feelings because that's what love is too errghhh. this is too good to just be limited to a typical yaoi slop reading audience I hope the author is using their talents elsewhere too

yeaaa I love it hehe here's my take:
we see things from minwoo's pov so all we see is him reeling and flustered over cheoljin kissing him on the hand. BUT from chealjin's pov, minwoo doesn't even go to cheoljin's competition EVEN THOUGH he said he would - instead minwoo goes and hangs out with his childhood friend. so cheoljin is jealous, he shows up, minwoo's friend is like omg minwoo's been telling me about this pretty girl. so cheoljin think's it's that girl classmate. so he "pretends" to kiss (?) the girl to make minwoo jealous. (then he rinses his mouth afterwards because he's actually grossed out)
in this chapter, when choeljin keeps asking minwoo "why (are you feeling bad)" or "just say it" he's trying to get minwoo to confess to him. basically "say that you were upset because you like me" but minwoo doesn't! cheoljin isn't 100% sure why minwoo wants him to come to his house, so he has to test minwoo's affections in other ways (basically getting minwoo to tell his childhood friend that he can't stay over anymore)

love a good psycho x psycho hehehe

returning back to this after a while and woww truly still peak...the author taking and exploring all of the ugliest parts of love URGH it's so hard to do that..they have such a deep understanding of all of our strange twisted desires the way we hurt each other that ultimately stem from a desire to be loved...like truly this is a work of art...

is that you realize that at the very core of it all minwoo sees cheoljin as a beautiful girl he wants to protect in a super alpha way fljdsalfj that's what makes it refreshing like cheoljin can be a beefcake and alpha-looking hunk but minwoo thinks of him as his wife (even though he's trying to resist it!) and cheoljin secretly wants to be spoiled and keeps testing minwoo's affections for him -- like getting jealous that minwoo has other friends, "accidentally" knocking the fries that minwoo got for the others over, etc. ofc minwoo doesn't notice any of this!

ALSO the lipstick thing is illuminating bc cheoljin originally entered crossdressing competition to earn a few bucks but minwoo ended up buying a lipstick for him that was more expensive than the prize money without even thinking about it. that's why cheoljin keeps brining up him "mooching" off of minwoo - he's self conscious about it for sure.