My first yaoi was more or less Junjou Romantica, the anime. I don't even remember how I encountered it. I just did. It was before i read the manga in 6th grade so, I was maybe 9 or even earlier? The anime is censored so I didn't know they were having sex, I just thought they were doing something sexy that was not sex?
For a really long time, I kep...... reply
100% VIRUS AND TRIP!!! Because they're blonde, they're mean and they're "twins" that I totally ship with each other www with the main route boys, I would say that Noiz is my favourite... his voice is so hot also he's adorable asf tho i have to say (and i think that a lot of ppl will agree) that koujaku is the best suited for aoba! they're def adorb...... 1 reply
Ah, I've seen some people like that. I joined a yaoi group recently and noticed that some members like to post pictures of hot guys/gay couples being all "omg what uke material" "who do u think is the uke/seme" and I just wonder what does that have to do with yaoi??? I came here to talk about manga lol wtf
I dont think reading yaoi fetishizes gay ...... reply
In my case, I'm afraid of not being in love.
"""I love you""" is easy to say and I often wonder if I mean it when I say it out loud. There had been times wherein I convinced myself I was in love for my own comfort. I didn't know it at the time and only realized it much later on.
I'm afraid that I might be wrong when I say """I love you""" That I'...... reply
Yes. It's kinda sick, I know and I've felt guilty about it over and over but hear me out. I've read about why women have rape fantasies and apparently it's more of being sexually open (not feeling guilty about having sexual desires or fantasies) and feeling sexually desirable (they drive men crazy; they just need to have her, even by force). And, fantasizing about something doesn't necessarily mean you want it to come true.
So, I think that romanticizing rape in yaoi is not wrong, per se, as long as we all agree that yaoi is an outlet for our erotic (or maybe just fluffy) fantasies that we, by no means, support to happen in real life. But I mean, that's just me.
((But fuck Hikaru from Korosu Hohou. Haruki-san don't deserve to be broken like that.))
Though overused and somewhat repulsive, I do wonder about being an uke in a story where my parents leave me behind with a huge debt that I have to pay with my body to this handsome Yakuza president (laughs) but recently I've been content with being a happy omega with my fated alpha in omegaverse (^^)
did become fujoshi or fundashi
