Baby steps twin. You don’t want to completely change overnight because that will confuse you and the people around you. Start off small, do something different with your makeup, or even start by getting a haircut to build a baseline. If anyone questions your decision, or asks about your change in style , just reply with a small “cute, isn’t i...... reply
Surface piercings never truly heal, I’m sorry to say. there will always be a risk of rejection and/or inflammation, and I’ve had to deal with that many a time. Just keep cleaning it and treating it gently and hopefully it will last a long time, but unfortunately surface piercings aren’t physically meant to be permanent. 1 reply
My advice if you feel those urges would be to:
Go onto a different app
Post something small on your story, like if you get a haircut or smth
Turn on airplane mode and play block blast or another game
Buy a crossword book from any supermarket (they’re so addictive)
Unadd or mute your ex-friends - I promise that they will bring nothing but bit...... reply
I think you should stop reading fictional smutty stories and focus more on the real world. Benjamin Netanyahu is a real-life genocidal war criminal who is killing tens of thousands of real people. Donald Trump is a real-life child sex-offending war criminal who is ALSO killing real people. Comparing these heinous criminals to a mere fiction-writing...... reply