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chonkyfatass August 6, 2026 5:31 pm

it's been 3 years... since the last time i heard about them....

Kurosawa July 25, 2026 12:14 am

I started reading this back in 2012 on the old mangaf*x website and have been keeping up with it through the years (I own all the physical copies in English!) and Nemugasa and Maya will always be the ultimate couple to me

Acerola July 20, 2026 2:02 am

Omg I read this when I was like 11
Scared to re read

Jhena Akiko July 17, 2026 8:47 am

I came back, forgetting this was never updated again ( ̄へ ̄)

YUMI July 10, 2026 1:47 am

This was my holy grail when I started reading BL the start was fucked but the characters grew in me so much I actually purchased the physical copies in Japanese. I cant even read them!

MarcoSlyv June 30, 2026 1:20 am

Thanks!!

MEGUMI July 9, 2026 8:58 am

╥﹏╥ many thanks

SytheRising June 11, 2026 2:56 pm

Ruka and Maya PMO. It's completely understandable that Nemugasa would feel insecure and abandoned if his BF's work husband tells him he likes Maya and is interested in him. "Not the same kind of like" my ahh. Maya's over here all lah dee dah, everything's perfect cause I have my work husband and my BF who I occasionally (often) forget to prioritize. Nemugasa's timidness needs to get fixed quick. What do you mean you're going to race your BF's work husband so you can stay with him. He's yours by default because he's your BF????? It's called setting boundaries-Maya needs to figure that out with Ruka ASAP

MISKIKEI June 30, 2026 8:59 pm

Haha honestly whenever I reread this story this very plot line drives me absolutely insane as well

MarcoSlyv June 5, 2026 12:05 pm

I can't believe the last update was 3 years ago

Lila777 June 29, 2026 11:49 pm

So frustrating and the author just abandoned the work.. i still keep coming back to chek for updates but its a long 3 years. To think that it started 2007…

Yamaguchislover June 3, 2026 9:10 pm

damn i remember being so obsessed with this i dreamt maya was my bf

Usagi-Chan May 25, 2026 12:13 pm

Will anyone ever pick this up ╥﹏╥

bowie May 24, 2026 4:43 pm

how is this rated so high i can't even get pass the first vol. why is everyone coercing him into havung sex and blaming him for it. and why does he APOLOGIZE FOR IT EVERY TIME WHEN HES THE VICTIM

Usagi-Chan May 25, 2026 12:09 pm

I also had the same reacting the first time I came across this, but give it a chance keep reading
I’m telling you it will surprise you there is actually character development I promise!! It’s been years and this is still one of my top favorites mangas of all time time

waepjm June 6, 2026 6:27 am

It has a lot of character development, yes, but I understand why you wouldn't want to read it at first. I first started reading this over 10 years ago though so probably there's a huge nostalgia factor here lol

FisterResistor June 19, 2026 2:01 pm

The beginning part is definitely rough but once you start on the end of their highschool that’s where it starts to get good. Their college years has amazing character and relationship development. I always skip the first 3 volumes when i reread this anyway lol

Hestia the Goddess June 28, 2026 1:36 pm

I don’t think the author thought ahead when starting the story, most japanese bls run very short and they are not intended to be particularly good stories. I’d like to think that had they known that the manga would get this much attraction and run for this long, the story would have begun much more differently. And yes, he does apologize. I don’t think I would like the story as much if I read it for the first time now in my age though lol nostalgia is a big factor for me

waepjm June 28, 2026 11:40 pm
I don’t think the author thought ahead when starting the story, most japanese bls run very short and they are not intended to be particularly good stories. I’d like to think that had they known that the man... Hestia the Goddess

I also think she was too young like us, and that we kinda grew up together. Both the author and the readers had the opportunity to experience different things and learn more about the world in the meantime.

It's speculated that she was around 20 when she started this in 2006-2007. It was a different world back then, too, and she followed the trends that were current at the time, according to what was politically "correct" back then, too. I think it's actually refreshing to see her changing and improving and making this show through her characters as well making them more mature as she gains experience in life as well.