When you're lying awake at night, all you can think about is ways you could have done something differently lmao. at night, i'll flip through all my memories of the day and internally cringe and the things i've said and done during the day. and you have to live with the fact that YOU'VE ALREADY FUCKED THINGS UP AND THERE'S NO GOING BACK EXCEPT TO W...... 1 reply
I attempted suicide but failed so I always think that "What if I really did died back then will people be sad?will they mourn for me?" Because when my friends knew that I cut and overdosed myself they didn't care they didn't asked whats wrong with me and why I did that they just made fun of me . What always gets me is that I have this one friend at...... 4 reply
The midnight thoughts that I used to have then weren't even comprehensible much as they were all scattered, my mind racing from one thought to another in a span of seconds. Most of them filled with fears and prayers. Sometimes, it would even seem that my thoughts weren't even from me anymore, like they were coming from someone else. I don't even kn...... 1 reply
