I really do suck at socializing tbh. But there's that one discord server that I feel more comfortable in. There are other discord servers that I just joined in and never ever talked in it. Because I find it difficult to even say "hey" to them. And because I feel nervous/ I feel like I'm annoying them.
It's the same situation in real life too. I'm...... reply
Just find people that hate it just as much as you, bonus points if you also have the same mental illnesses. :) my two best friends and i are all on varying doses of the same antidepressant reply