Liked Someone I Shouldn't Like

Can someone please help me? Whenever i'm searching for questions i see "this page isn't available (┛◉Д◉)┛" or something like that, every single time.

What a day. Life is confusing isn’t it? You close your eyes, thoughts absent in mind , and after a few hours your consciousness finally awakens? Your exhausted, but yet you cant sleep. Light up. Its morning. Go outside. What do you see?.. right, its just the same. Such sight. “What a beautiful day.” .... what?... what’s so beautiful about seeing such a gloomy scenery? I wanna go outside, not for socialising, but to see the beauty that i haven’t see in a long time. But this time, i got the chance. Finally. Shitass trees blocking the sky? No more. Look at the clouds. “Isn’t it beautiful?”..... so peaceful.. i just want to turn into dust and scatter through the wind. “Wake up. Stop daydreaming and get your ass here.” Oh?.... hey... look at the fire. Doesnt it look beautiful? Yeah. Playing through the smoke, seeing how the smoke escapes, its satisfying. Have you ever thought of yourself as the fire? Once born, very active, but when time passes by, you’re starting to fade away, decreasing bit by bit, slowly dying, and disappear in mid air.
Hey.... i have a quick auestion. How do you go through the day? What do you do? The same thing that you did yesterday? Do you ever get bored doing all these to skip the time? Yes. And im tired of it. “Whats the point of living?”. But hey, atleast you have a value. Got nothing to do? Feeling useless? Come here. My heart has still room for you to fit in. Cmon, what are you waiting for?..... see? Now you got a use. Please remember that you’ll be always in my heart even when your far away. :)