Yall Ever Just Feel Sad

so like i really need a job bc im poor and broke but im under age and i gotta wait 2 years till i can get a jobbbb, i might aswell sell some feet pics T-T (ill do close up too if thats ur thing) I NEED MONEY PLZ TTT-TTT

yeah my life flashed before my eyes, cuz not just here was down but pretty much every source of free media that I knew of.

Please share what you did or your reaction XD

I'm always thinking in a contradictory way. Am I proud of myself or do I just really think I suck ? Am I wasting my time reading yaoi or is society excepting me to give more of my time to work ? Do I have dreams and passions or am I just living life with no real goal ? Is that a good or a bad thing to have no goal ?
What's my goal exactly ?
How does one find a goal ? Were we just all born with a goal ? How is it defined then ? Why does everyone around me have a goal, and why do I find most things useless ? Can this be fixed ?

Am I good or bad ? How do I know if I do good or bad ?