First Kiss

SO, I just realized that I'm basically threatening men (?) as a fetish (????).

Okay let's go with some context.

I was watching some random videos on YT and in most of them there are teenagers, and, when looking at the males I was like "wow that's was so gay", but, like, for EVERYTHING THEY DID.
I know this is weird and gross and I don't know what to do??? I obviously not gonna make it out, calling someone gay in front of them like this or being insisting. But I also want to look at men without these thoughts. I'M LAUGHING A BIT BUT HELP AKSNEIMSO


Note 1: I'm not a woman, actually, I'm a gay man;

Note 2: This NEVER happened before. I just do normal things like calling my friends gay because make them angry, like these stupid childish jokes, you guys know what I'm talking about.

what is love to u?

while yall are answering this question (prolly), here's what is love by twice
Twice!
What is love?
매일같이 영화 속에서나
책 속에서나 드라마 속에서 사랑을 느껴
Mmm 사랑을 배워
내 일처럼 자꾸 가슴이 뛰어 두근두근거려
설레임에 부풀어 올라
Mmm 궁금해서 미칠 것만 같아
Ooh 언젠간 내게도
이런 일이 실제로 일어날까
그게 언제쯤일까? 어떤 사람일까?
I wanna know 사탕처럼 달콤하다는데
I wanna know 하늘을 나는 것 같다는데
I wanna know know know know
What is love? 사랑이 어떤 느낌인지
I wanna know 하루 종일 웃고 있다는데
I wanna know 세상이 다 아름답다는데
I wanna know know know know
What is love? 언젠간 나에게도 사랑이 올까
지금 이런 상상만으로도
떠올려만 봐도 가슴이 터질 것 같은데
Mmm 이렇게 좋은데
만일 언젠가 진짜로 내게
사랑이 올 때 난 울어버릴지도 몰라
Mmm 정말 궁금해 미칠 것만 같아
Ooh 언젠간 내게도
이런 일이 실제로 일어날까
Ooh, ooh, ooh 그게 언제쯤일까? 어떤 사람일까?
I wanna know 사탕처럼 달콤하다는데
I wanna know 하늘을 나는 것 같다는데
I wanna know know know know
What is love? 사랑이 어떤 느낌인지
I wanna know 하루 종일 웃고 있다는데
I wanna know 세상이 다 아름답다는데
I wanna know know know know
What is love? 언젠간 나에게도 사랑이 올까
지금 세상 어느 곳에 살고 있는지
도대체 언제쯤 나와 만나게 될는지
언제 어떻게 우리의 인연은 시작될는지 모르지만 느낌이 어쩐지
진 진 진짜 좋을 것 같아 왠지
영화 드라마보다도 더 멋진
사랑이 올 거야 내 예감 언제나 맞지
어서 나타나봐 나는 다 준비가 됐지 ready!
찾아낼 거야
(어디 있을까) 보고 싶어 죽겠어
더 이상 참을 수 없을 것만 같아
사탕처럼 달콤하다는데
하늘을 나는 것 같다는데
I wanna know know know know
What is love? 사랑이 어떤 느낌인지
하루 종일 웃고 있다는데
세상이 다 아름답다는데
I wanna know know know know
What is love? 언젠간 나에게도 사랑이 올까
I wanna know, I wanna know
I wanna know know know know
What is love?
I wanna know, I wanna know
I wanna know, I wanna know
I wanna know know know know
What is love?
I wanna know

my dad's bi and his husband is gay...it's cute..

so my mum and dad got divorced cuz my mum had an affair and their relationship wasnt going pretty well (y'know that arranged mirrage stuff, ye that) my dad was pretty bitter abt it cuz he was in love with my mum, prolly, idk...i stayed with my dad cuz me and my mum aint that close...

after a year i found out that dad's actually in a relationship with someone he was in a relationship with before marrying my mum. he took me to dinner then i met this handsome 30-year-old man...(he was tall and neatly-dressed) and found out they were getting married (i was 10 at that time and my dad was 30)

so apparently, my dad and the guy broke up cuz of the arranged marriage thing.. so now, theyre living their lives as 33-year-olds gay couple (bro, they do cute stuffs, my fujo ass cant take it)

so yeah, that's it...and yes, im living the bl life,, but it's not all fluffs and rainbows tho...they have misunderstandings sometimes