I'm an awkward person who can't express whatever i'm feeling to someone and since I've also been a fan of idols for a long time now I'm quite fine with one-sided attraction and that's probably the reason why I'm still single since birth. There was actually time when my crush paid attention to me and started to show affection, and being the awkward ...... reply
Same here~ I thought I'm the only one and that there's something wrong with me. I've never had relationships and had only been to first dates (there are no follow up dates after). I'm socially awkward and in the middle of the date, I just lose interest. They didnt do anything wrong and I don't find anything wrong with them. It's just that the more...... reply
Omg, it's not just me! I've only been in 3 relationships and none of them lasted long (one was 7 months, but I started checking out around month 5). I started losing interest and distancing myself because I felt like they got too close but they never did anything bad. The more they clung, the more I was like "don't touch me" but I don't know why th...... 2 reply
I think I started getting into yaoi when I was around 8 when my sister showed me at my grandma's house. At first I didn't understand it and didn't even know what she was trying to show me but when i went into her favorite list I saw a lot of yaoi and decided to read them and i just started to like it. It's only been 3 or 4 years since that day. reply
I was watching tik tok and they were talking about different characters from different yaois and I got curious because I started liking them even though I did not know who they were. reply
I tripped over Junjou Romantica fell face first into the world of yaoi and didn't bother getting back up. That was almost A decade ago and I've been sinnin' ever since. By the time I realized that, the probability of me ever surfacing again was firmly between nil and zero.
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I watched anime over youtube at the time (I was just begininng to get into it lmao) and accidentaly stumbled upon a shounen ai anime. I had no idea what it actually was; my sister noticed me watching and was like "are you watching yoai?" at the time I'm like "what the fuck is yaoi lmao?" little did I know finding out the answer would lead me to cri...... reply
