Real Life Problems

Rip manga fans who are just here to enjoy there mangas but indstead get meeded with a lot of hate. Can we stop this fight between different sexuality is like is lgbt against straight people. Like being gay, lesbian, bi, pan, ace etc wasn’t a chose we choose. Straight isn’t something you chose is just what you are.

And the whole fetishizing thing is getting to out of hand. A fetish/kink is your own private thing just like a sex fantasy you can choose to share with a partner. Not something you should get shamed for on the internet.
Everyone has different thing they like and that turns them on, so people reading yaoi and Yuri dosent turn them into weird people who go around asking girls and boys to kiss the same gender because is “hot” or “cute”. That is fetishizing. Is fetishizing if you want to read Yaoi/Yuri and thinking about how to be that gender so you can fuck that gender (that’s fucking weird man).

And lastely you can find what ever you want hot, if its guy or girl fucking, or people fucking animals, tentacles, gore, rape, pedophilia etc as long as you know is fiction and dosent take it out to the real world. But me masturbating to freaking tentacle sex and finding that hot dosent mean i want to be or get fucked by a tentacle(⊙…⊙ ) but maybe im fetishizing that tentacle, so S O R R Y tentacle if you felt fetiszhized and annoyed by that.

I guess Ill start with my own story,and also ask for some advice.
A little after opening what I thought was my last Christmas present my dad told me that one more of my presents is running late. Fast forward to today,and the present finally came - it was a knitted anime doll. Now as I am a huge anime fan this is the part where even I would think that Id feel overjoyed..but I dont and that has been bugging me to the point where I feel like crying my eyes out.
The doll is from an anime I have never seen and is a character I had never even heard of. I googled it right away because I knew that questions like "do you know it " or " Do you like it " will come flooding in,and they did ,and I acted like I liked it the whole time but I still have this awful feeling ,like Im a horrible person for not liking something that was literally made just for me.
Now that I have gone to my room to think about it in peace ,Im even thinking about watching that anime just so I can at least feel better by knowing who this character actually is,and what shes like but form what MAL can tell me shes some shojo romcom main , and the only romance I have enjoyed seeing in the past 2 years are those between guys cuz Im a fulltime fujoshi...