Long TMI below lol
TLDR: yaoi itself doesn’t make me feel guilty but has confused me about my identity and sexuality and has made me feel guilty in that aspect.
I started reading yaoi/yuri fanfiction and manga when I was around 8 years old, I’m 27 now. It didn’t make me feel guilty, but made me feel extremely confused about my identity and...... 2 reply
Yes, I wish I had never learned about it. Don't get me wrong, BL helped me make friends, but now I'm craving shounen manga since I feel like I wasted a lot of my free time reading yaoi.
I regret not watching more shounen anime before. So I've decided to read less BL and check out some other genres, my love for shoujo is returning. I want to out...... 1 reply
nana literally destroyed me so bad... i read spoilers before finishing the anime and manga but it still did not prepare me for the huge wave of emotions that would hit me during all the hard moments... it hurts that even tho nana and hachi are both alive, they will never be able to be truly happy and the fact that yazawa hasn't continued the manga ...... 3 reply
Can't lie I did feel guilty at the beginning and even now I still say sorry when praying but it's not like I can't give it up but more like I read some stories that made me think seriously about life so rn I'm fifty fifty about it and I do enjoy it. reply
