Using Mangago

Ik this isn’t exactly a place to share sumn like this but I have no one to talk to abt this that’s why I’m here but yeah like the title said

I’m rlly good frnds with this guy like we’re just genuinely really good normal friends we have clear boundaries and he’s a very respectful man but the thing is I like him ,I’ve had a crush on him even before we became frnds
As we became good frnds I learned that he’s in a long distance relationship with a girl from an another city and it’s serious between em because they’ve literally been together for 6 years

Despite knowing all these things I still like him and it makes me feel so damn guilty at times while we’re talking, at some point I thought I’d get over this silly crush of mine when I learnt that he had a gf but no as we became good frnds I just started liking him even more and I don’t think that will change because he really is a great guy

And the other thing is my friend is also friends with him but not as close as I am with him and everytime she tells me they spoke or tells me sumn from their conversation it kinda pisses me off

But I find it ridiculous that I get jealous over my frnd talking to him rather than me knowing he has a gf, maybe it’s the fact that they’re in a long distance that it doesn’t bother me, meanwhile me him and my frnd are irls and literally in the same uni

Idk I just feel very weird abt this situation and I don’t like the fact that I’m feeling and thinking these types of things idk I feel very lost abt all this

So thank u if you’ve read this so far and heard me out, I’d like ur advice on this and tell me what u think abt this whole situation

"it's just fiction!" so? would you not side eye a discord mod that strictly watches loli shit? what's the difference.

when you ask THOSE people what they like about rape so much to the point they defend rape porn with their whole life, they would always change dodge the question. saying, "no, i don't like rape!" while consuming strictly rape porn, complaining about people who hate romantized rape in fiction.

it's funny how embarrassed they are about their own tastes. just be honest that you're a rape enthusiast. like, at least people who like murder stories are honest about it.

"it's just fiction" but porn addiction is a real thing. men who consume porn, which is mostly just actors being fake aroused nowadays, end up seeing real women as sex toys. what makes you think women (or whatever) who read rape and pedophilic bls won't see real life victims as "sexy"?

and stop bringing up that old ass article about "shooting games don't make people buy guns!" violent games make people apathetic of real life violence. just because people don't/can't buy guns doesn't mean they're not violent. plus depictions of murder doesn't always mean romantized depictions of it.

just stop being delusional please. you /are/ a rape defender. say it loud and proud. so we can stay away from you.

Ok so hear me out. I want to keep reading here for a long time but the website seems to be endangered by content creators advertising it. Those ppl don't seem to care about a bato . to 2.0 happening. So what can we do as readers to protect it ??
Thank you for your time <3