Confession

Being a female i dated a girl last year
We broke a in a few months but now I miss her and her she said that she is currently in a relationship with a girl (after our break up we became comfort ex) and sadly her current gf finds it uncomfortable for me to talk to her so i can't talk to her ,
She is one year senior than me and i heard she is in town but I'm currently at my late grandma's house.
And i was listening to songs just a few minutes ago and the song girls played by girl in red when I close my eyes i can only imagine her

i was wondering what the general consesus on real person fiction was? i don't think irene and seulgi from red velvet are going to track me down and punch me in the face for reading fan fiction of them kissing each other but i was wondering what other people thought about it.