Have An Unpopular Opinion

When my mother touches me I start sweating and nervously looking around. And if she gets any closer to me, I tear up. I also try to avoid her as much as possible. Same with my little sisters that I love so much. If they need help with homework, I talk to them on the phone. I feel safe at school because there aren't many girls in my class. I also sit very far away from them. I'm not even sure I know their name or how they look like. That's how bad it has gotten. Is this normal?

So I was watching something and suddenly had a thought. Before I say anything this is about lollycon and bl if you don't like those topics then you don't have to read this. So earlier I was watching something and somebody brought up the controversy on weather like in lolicon and shotacon was pedophilia and if you ask any anime fan or something like that is liking a loli character in anime pedophilia the obvious answer would be no cuz they are not a real person just because you like a character that's under age in the anime does not mean that you like actual little boys and little girls in that case then me liking tokoyami from my hero is basically beastiality and pedophilia and certain fans who are in love with killua should be arrested. my liking little girls and little boys in anime, by that I mean being a fan of them. sometimes animes have questionable Parts in them even manga too. The Stereotype that you should not read BL because it's fetishsizing gay men firstly I want to say that is not a fetish of gay men because personally I don't think that everything people do in the BL manga is the same as the mlm relationships in real life I do not think that. BL is literally a romance genre I don't know about yaoi but I know that shounen ai basically is a love story between two men it doent have to have sex scenes. But speaking of this as an art form sex scenes do add more to a romance story. Saying that women should not read it is the same as saying people part of the lgbtq community can't read "straight" novels and Comics manga whatever you call it. if they read that is that them fetishizing straight relationships. the whole argument about that is just stupid, unless they're actually fetishing gay men and treating them like they do the same things in the books and asking them questions like "are you a top or a bottom?" Wtf are they supposed to say its a sex position nothing more nothing less. I just wanna know yall opinon on these topics and see what my view is Thank you and goodnight

So I was watching something and suddenly had a thought. Before I say anything this is about lollycon and bl if you don't like those topics then you don't have to read this. So earlier I was watching something and somebody brought up the controversy on weather like in lolicon and shotacon was pedophilia and if you ask any anime fan or something like that is liking a loli character in anime pedophilia the obvious answer would be no cuz they are not a real person just because you like a character that's under age in the anime does not mean that you like actual little boys and little girls in that case then me liking tokoyami from my hero is basically beastiality and pedophilia and certain fans who are in love with killua should be arrested. my liking little girls and little boys in anime, by that I mean being a fan of them. sometimes animes have questionable Parts in them even manga too. The Stereotype that you should not read BL because it's fetishsizing gay men firstly I want to say that is not a fetish of gay men because personally I don't think that everything people do in the BL manga is the same as the mlm relationships in real life I do not think that. BL is literally a romance genre I don't know about yaoi but I know that shounen ai basically is a love story between two men it doent have to have sex scenes. But speaking of this as an art form sex scenes do add more to a romance story. Saying that women should not read it is the same as saying people part of the lgbtq community can't read "straight" novels and Comics manga whatever you call it. if they read that is that them fetishizing straight relationships. the whole argument about that is just stupid, unless they're actually fetishing gay men and treating them like they do the same things in the books and asking them questions like "are you a top or a bottom?" Wtf are they supposed to say its a sex position nothing more nothing less. I just wanna know yall opinon on these topics and see what my view is Thank you and goodnight