I was a lot like that when I was younger, although I didn't say it out loud. What really helped me was getting a real friend. At the time I felt like no one really liked me and that I was just there existing but not really wanted or needed. What I really needed was to make new friends haha, which I couldn't rlly do until high school when we weren't...... reply
You shouldn’t compare yourself to the other people, tell what you truly feel and do not mention anything about being hopeless. Have self-control of what you are saying to other people and mature up abit :) reply
(I am not an expert.) I recommend starting with getting to the root of your thinking. Don't immediately categorize your thoughts as bad, depressing, or wrong and ignore them. Face them and try asking yourself why you think them. Why do I try to differentiate myself from others? Why do I think about dying? What does living mean to me, and what does ...... reply
I think the want to be unique or "not like other girls" is normal. Perhaps you need to accept yourself more? What do you really want to do? If you do not like pink or wearing dresses, that's okay. If you do, that's fine too. Do what you find comfortable.
On that note, I think people will disagree but: If masking your real personality makes you comf...... reply
Lies (basically my personality is made up of me pretending to either not be actually me or pretending to be other people. Also lying basically daily.) reply
