More of a rant but everything in my life brings me no joy and all I can do is sit and think about how I’d only be happy if I never existed in the first place. I don’t overly hate myself or feel the urge to kill myself but I just don’t care about anything anymore. Tbh my plan for life was to do what I’ve been told to and if it lands me somewhere bad I’d just end it there. All my family does is anger me, my friends all annoy me more and more, I’m scared of each day that’ll come to pass, I don’t want to be seen as nothing but i also don’t want to be acknowledged. Maybe doing something crazy before I die would be fitting, like exploding a gum factory causing some big accident, so I at least have some sort of acknowledgment after dead (jk I’d never do something illegal-well besides manga pirating)
it started last year and every time i see sharp objects like scissors i would always imagine myself stabing my eye sometmes im scared because what if i might lose control of my body and i'd end up doing it. I told my parents that i want to get myself check up but they lowkey just said "Check up for what" and i told them for my mental health but they just laugh it off
What are ways to heal your mental health when you can’t afford a therapist?
So comrades, has the time come to say goodbye once more? ╮(￣▽￣)╭ I'll miss my home-page... And I've just recently gone on a roll, wasn't gonna slow down till I hit 2000 manga in read（/TДT)/
Baby talk is NOT HOT
Calling ur partner mommy/daddy is NOT HOT
Prostitution is NOT HOT
Calling ur partner mommy/daddy is NOT HOT
Prostitution is NOT HOT
This was me with toga x uraraka
What's something that people judge mentally ill people for all the time despite "understanding mental illness and health"?
I feel like people judged way too harshly when people relapse or fall back into bad coping skills, especially if they been dealing with them for a long time.
I feel like people judged way too harshly when people relapse or fall back into bad coping skills, especially if they been dealing with them for a long time.
I WANT MY 799 robux BACK. NOW. i can’t do this the VIP section was already ass and i just thought buying permanent vip was a great idea… FUCK GIGI
Guess who has two thumbs and just got jumpscared by explicit sh pics!!! I wasn’t expecting to see that today gee whiz :’)
Anyways anybody have anything interesting to distract me? I’m desperate haha
Anyways anybody have anything interesting to distract me? I’m desperate haha
I told my friend that I would "Take backshots for my favorite teacher," thinking that "backshots" meant getting shot in the back. Now I know what it actually meant (Doggy Style), and it made that sentence turn into something fucked up. I was in public too. I actually want to jump now fr. I wish I could go back in time.
So if you're having a bad day, just remember that you could be me rn.
So if you're having a bad day, just remember that you could be me rn.
I just told my mom how I fall in an out of self hate and she just dismissed it and told me to grow up. Bish how tf and I supposed to do that-
Anyway, how was everyone's day today?
Anyway, how was everyone's day today?
When you shower, what is the first body part you wash? I’m sorry is so weird I usually wash my arms or my belly first
Idk if this has happened to anyone else, but I remember a specific point in winter <- (important later) that my mom walked into my room, and simply said "what are you watching"
and before I could answer she asked to see the hand that was under my blanket (keep in mind it was winter, it was cold as hell. and at the time I had a huge ipad so I had one hand out of the blanket to hold my ipad) and the moment that I gave her my hand she looked at it and I kid you not... she sniffed my hand, and then just walked away like nothing happened.
just me? okay...
and before I could answer she asked to see the hand that was under my blanket (keep in mind it was winter, it was cold as hell. and at the time I had a huge ipad so I had one hand out of the blanket to hold my ipad) and the moment that I gave her my hand she looked at it and I kid you not... she sniffed my hand, and then just walked away like nothing happened.
just me? okay...
I JUST LEARNED MEN'S RIGHT ACTIVISM EXISTS GFVDHUJS. WHY WHY WHY LOLOLOLOL
Thoughts on "mens right activism"?
Thoughts on "mens right activism"?
This is me again (the person from sometimes a random stranger's kindness might blah blah question )
How're you doing now??
Are there any problems that you've wanted to post on mangago forums but were too shy to? If yes then you can post them here so that I can maybe help you or just listen if you like it that way!
And I love you! <3
Hope you'll have a nice day / night ahead!
How're you doing now??
Are there any problems that you've wanted to post on mangago forums but were too shy to? If yes then you can post them here so that I can maybe help you or just listen if you like it that way!
And I love you! <3
Hope you'll have a nice day / night ahead!
Have u ever wonder why u look so beautiful even without make up?
