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im lowkey having suicidal thoughts
it started last year and every time i see sharp objects like scissors i would always imagine myself stabing my eye sometmes im scared because what if i might lose control of my body and i'd end up doing it. I told my parents that i want to get myself check up but they lowkey just said "Check up for what" and i told them for my mental health but they just laugh it off
this lowkey sounds like intrusive thoughts due to ocd from my experience, i sometimes have these thoughts too where if i see something dangerous i dont think i trust my body to not hurt myself even if im not suicidal and its kinda scary, but im not sure if it matches ur experience cus i dont know the mental state of you right now and everybody is d...... reply
Does your school have counseling? You may be able to get help you needed there. You already tried to open up to your parents about it but they didn't take it seriously. You need professional help. Also I suggest you sharp proofing around the house like putting paper covers on them, I dealt with someone like this before and this helped them stop thi...... reply
