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Do yall ever just hate everything
More of a rant but everything in my life brings me no joy and all I can do is sit and think about how I’d only be happy if I never existed in the first place. I don’t overly hate myself or feel the urge to kill myself but I just don’t care about anything anymore. Tbh my plan for life was to do what I’ve been told to and if it lands me somewhere bad I’d just end it there. All my family does is anger me, my friends all annoy me more and more, I’m scared of each day that’ll come to pass, I don’t want to be seen as nothing but i also don’t want to be acknowledged. Maybe doing something crazy before I die would be fitting, like exploding a gum factory causing some big accident, so I at least have some sort of acknowledgment after dead (jk I’d never do something illegal-well besides manga pirating)
Respect those who have never feel this way. It's hard and since I don't have the urge to kill myself, I just end up feeling like why do I even born or exist rn. And I started to wonder what's the purpose of me existing. reply
Yup, i wanted to off myself just today while driving. Had a fight with my mom, not like it’s something new but today it’s kinda “escalated “, i cried and listened to my rock music like i’m in some drama movie but then i calmed myself down and said “fuck off i’m not gonna die because of someone” and here i am still alive and answerin...... reply
"I’d only be happy if I never existed in the first place"
If you never existed you would not be happy, A thing that does not exist can never be anything.
If you wanna do something big that's fine, but think about what you said for a second.
If its more easy to see yourself making an entire factory blow up than you can see "fixing" your life, d...... reply
the world is filled with suffering so yeah. all the time.
also damn everyone here suicidal. me too so im unable to give a rainbow kinda comment. but if u gonna explode something make it one of those fuckass data centres. reply
Well, this year has been hard for me. I was about to commit but decided not to because of my family and friends, I don't want them to feel the sorrow of losing someone cause I know that feeling myself. Last week after the attempt, I texted my bsf but i quickly deleted it. I don't really know why, but I want someone to listen to me but at the same t...... reply
I really want to share what I’ve been feeling all my life but Im not good at expressing what I feel with words.
All my life I’ve always wanted to off myself, and it’s not just a fleeting thought that I’d think of for a day and then not for months, I’ve literally been thinking that I shouldn’t exist ever since I can remember, and I’ve ...... reply
