Spelling out words

I swear I can’t b the only one who does this. While I’m speaking (I’m 13, fully developed vocabulary) I have the tendency to go back on random words so I can like sound it out, specifically either 3, 5 or 8 times. Like while I was repeating this, I had it with specifically. Se pu se si fa i cuh luh ly. I swear I need to see if anyone else does it so I don’t feel crazy. If I don’t spell it out a specific amount of times it bugs me for the rest of the day.