for the aro/ace folk

So when did y'all realize you were ace and all???? Since this account is anonymous I'll share my general experience lol.

I am 13 and was iffy about relationships. Some days I just wanna cuddle with someone and other days I don't want anyone to talk or even look at me. The only people I've had interest in are fictional, and imagining myself with real people just seems foreign to me. I've never had a crush or any friends really. I don't talk to anyone outside of school and if I do I usually cut the conversation short. The idea of making out is gross and the only typa sex I can think about is yaoi (it doesn't fucking involve me, imma girl lol) I thought people my age were always horny or whatever so I started to think I was ace or something..... But I don't know if I'm too young to know that typa stuff lololol. Maybe I got some complex I don't realize I have, but I'd thought I'd share and ask other people about their experience to have a better understanding.