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does anyone feel tired of living
this isnt related to manga but for a long time now i wanted to not be alive.
its kind of a different feeling than when i just wanted to die which isnt something ive been feeling often recently, i just dont want to be doing things that make me human like breathing now feels weird in a bad way and i dont want to move like when youre sick with the flu-feeling sluggish and cold.
i've talked to people for my other issues but i found that it only helps in the beginning and then i feel like im not meant to be there and that im just taking up space for someone who needs it more than me idek and then at times i feel like like im in slow motion and everyone else is normal speed but then it'll switch and i'd be going twice as fast and when im doing things like reading or listening i can't process anything so i just don't want to do it anymore.
moving schools has made it a lot worst but i knew it would so im only torturing myself at this point and its approaching winter and i get "winter blues" which makes me unproductive anyway but i also developed a phobia of snow last year which is so stupid but it scares the life out of me.
i have tried to take my life before a few times (mainly overdosing and such because of periods of anxiety and OCD) but i still feel sort of empty(?) like i dont have something in life that is meant to make me normal and want to do human things.
so does anyone feel like this and/or have any advice :)
Yeah, I can relate to what you are saying too much. My depression has hit a low again and I just feel like my life is a waste of space. Theres this empty feeling and im in college so I feel like I should (do?) have a goal but its just not me. I wonder why I am still alive and why I keeping trying and I feel like I put myself on auto-pilot just tryi...... 1 reply
I sometimes feel the same way. Living is hard, and it might be easier to just stop. But that would turn me from a person into a statistic. (I am talking about this from my own perspective because I can't 'fix' other people, just share my experiences and show that you are not alone) I have anxiety, SPD, and mild autism. I don't know how you crawled ...... 1 reply
yes for a very long time. always have felt alone in this world, I know what it's like to be the outcast, the abnormal, the weird one...in a way it's comforting to know that somewhere out there ppl may feel the same as you cause god knows everyone else seems to be happy and normal it's so hard to tell :( and I can totally understand how ocd, anxiety...... 1 reply
I also have OCD and I'm always struggling with it to the point that sometimes I'm just wondering what the purpose of my living. Is it really worth it? I sought for help before, but it didn't help. In these moments, I think that to have your family and friends there for you is always beneficial. And I once thought I was useless and not worth living,...... 1 reply
So tired... so so tired... just want to sleep and never wake up... so heavy... so so heavy... please, just stop... so tired...
It's always like this 24/7 since 4 years ago... so tired... but I don't want to tell anyone, I don't want anyone to know... What will they say? "It's gonna be fine." "All will be well." "You can do it." and the worst thi...... 3 reply
I don't get it ... Why do ppl enjoy being alive? We world is cruel ... Humans are cruel. They is no meaning in being alive, I feel like they can't be true joy.: wake up, go to school, get to bed, wake up, go to work, go to bed we rest if my life? Lern so u get a good job , get a good job so u get money, so u can spend this money on useless thing...... 2 reply
I honestly don't have any good advice cause I, myself, am feeling like absolute shit. But if nothing, just know you're not alone
(I look at dank memes to get my mind off of crappy voices in my head, maybr try that?) reply
I am 31 y/o and I have been wanting to die since way before I turned 14... Sometimes the feeling is more tangible than others... like lately I just wished it would just stop. Sometimes I just wanna float away... Other times I wanna be erased from everybody's memories... In times I just wanna hurt and die... I can even think how nice it would be to ...... reply
Tbh it's nice seeing that other people have similar feelings, even though it's tough, I feel understood :3
There are times when I just get tired of waking up, I would like to sleep until this feeling dissolve. But it doesn't. And I just do random things: live my life, study, eat, I do what I should do in fact.
But I behave that way because I have ...... 3 reply
i sometimes feel that way too, i dont think i can explain it. i believe that sometimes i just feel depressed, like one moment i could be with my family and friends laughing and at the same time my mind is somewhere else feeling sad.
i never try to take my own life, i found that more tiring actually.
i feel empty sometimes too, i don't know what t...... reply
