Am i lesbian or its juss my weird thoughts

Well.. its so weird for me to talk about it, but since theres no one in my real life who i can ask advice, ill ask here. Hmm.. how can i start. I was attracted to women and man both sexually and emotional. I had my first kiss with boy, whom i liked since 8th grade, but he was type of the boy who only cares about what others will say and since im not than popular xd he was like we can kiss and anything but we cant be together. I hate that type of people so automattycaly i started to dislike this person too. He was player. This summer i meet one girl online. We were talking all days long.. she was so nice omfg.. i realised i started to like her.. she confess to me after 3 months.. god, i was so in love with her. My head was full of her. I wanted to talk only about her and with her. But we ended in bad terms for some reasons.. i was so depressed back then and i only wanted her again. I was addicted. But last month i found out that my friend likes me for so long.. we started talking, flirting.. and i caught myself thinking about dating her.. i think i like her but im more attracted to her emotionally. Now i dont know wat to do and think. Maybe iam lesbian or be or pan i have no idea..(⊙…⊙ )