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Did you ever hurt yourself intentionally? Did you enjoy it?
I'm not depressed and I don't think I'm all that emotional, but when I actively hate myself it somehow feels good and safe. When I tremble with rage, insult myself and hit myself, that's when I like myself the most. I've never cut or anything, I don't want to leave permanent scars, but I like leaving huge bruises, seeing them and pressing on them so it hurts. And if I'm calm and happy with my self for prolonged period of time it somehow feels a bit disgusting and unclean compared to when it hurts. Just a bit tho. How weird is that?
A year ago whan i was 18 , i really had a rough and hard time my parents were almost divorced, big problems with my studies , we left dad and our home and many things so i was really tired physically and psychologically then i usually grab a pin and hurt myself i hurt my legs and arms i did like feeling pain it was really easier than the pain in my...... reply
sammmmeee except i am sad all the time,,, but yeah i like to see the bruises and cuts and make them worse while they heal. and for me when i'm hurting myself it's like i'm punishing myself/i'm free. basically it feels good. reply
self harm tw like im not fucking kidding if you think something could possibly make you relapse dont fucking read this //
i used to take apart shit to make sum sharp so i could cut myself a couple years ago and took on really destructive tendencies. i would use scissors and dig shit into myself like some wattpad depressed girl x jungkook fic and...... reply
