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should i be worried?
so i have this memory when i was 6...one of my cousins went with me to the toilet and showed me his pp. i don't remember much else about it. all i know is that i want to get rid of it because i can vividly imagine it and he was only three years older than me so its like seeing someone underage when i remember it. i don't think it should be worrying, right? it can't really mean anything since he was only 9. maybe i remembered it in the wrong context? would this count as traumatic? should i tell someone about this? another memory i have is someone i know taking me to his room saying i could play on his games console but he just hugged and groped me instead. should i tell someone about these? is this bad? i'm scared these might have traumatised me since sometimes i feel like i'm not clean when i shower. i also have a lot of sexual urges. i also have some nightmares too that are related to pedophilia, cousins and incest. should i tell someone? please help me what do i do?
I feel like you should reach out to a trusted adult( doesn't have to be explicitly family) or someone you could come to trust(if you have a health center in your school maybe start by reaching out to a nurse or counselor) If you don't have those resources or would like to remain anonymous I'd recommend to look into local programs (that are online)...... reply
if you even remotely think that the discomfort you’re feeling now is related to these events, maybe you should talk about it to someone you trust/ someone professional if you have the possibility to do so. don’t let your daily life be destroyed by someone who abused you/ made you experience a trauma, even unwillingly :( it’s your choice tho, ...... reply
