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Can y'all guys give me a reason to live? Im willing to kms on my birthday, i dont even know why im living rn. "It'll get better" they say, well its been 3 years idk why it gets worst. If ur ever feeling this too please reply, i wanna know what u feel every day.... I know im not ok but i dont wanna self diagnose it just feels so wrong.
the most prominent reasons that kept me going through my worst time is that i still havent heard the laugh of the love of my life, i havent read enough books, i havent seen enough movies, i havent cuddled enough, i havent seen enough kittens or puppies yet, i still havent finished a tube of lipgloss without losing it, i still havent coordinated my ...... 1 reply
this may or may not work for you but here's to hoping it does:
Picture yourself as a child and talk to her the same way you do now. Every scathing remark, every reason you've piled brick over brick as to how sensless your existence is. Tell this to your three year old self, perhaps.
No matter how many times one is told that we are never the sam...... 1 reply
my reason to live has been rune factory 5 for a few years now, its not much but it the only thing im excited for. that and i refuse to die before getting RAILED.
On a serious note depression is an illness and you wouldnt tell someone with cancer “it’ll get better”. and don't feel bad about self diagnosing your self because its not like you�...... 2 reply
I am not an expert, but I heard writing helps. Keep a diary, every time you come up with a random thought make it a story. Or you can write a story where you picture yourself as the MC. Also, if you want a friend or something like that you can add me on discord :) (Just ask in the reply's for the id) 2 reply
It might be hard now but trust the process, i know it's easier said than done but trust me, we've all been there, just trust the process, you'll be fine sweetheart ily 1 reply
honestly, i dont feel the same way like you, and obviously i probably dont understand it.
but i recommend that you attach to something. something like "finding a meaning". it can be something like " i dont want to die because i dont want my family to despair" to something small like attaching yourself to multiple mangas or even hobbies. anything,...... 1 reply
like yea every fucking day feels the same. but the manhwas, the anime, the manga, the kdrama, is what keeping me feel motivated. i literally want to have a strong mindset or just to stand up for myself or to stand up for others like some of the mc. that's my goal ig.
you can make that your goal ! btw advanced happy birthday!!! im so glad you made...... 1 reply
i can't be the one giving you the reasons to live. honestly i don't even have one. people live because they wanna do things they wanna do but what happens to us who don't want to do anything? i promise you you're not self diagnosing when you've been feeling shit for 3 whole years. and hey if you don't mind, maybe we can talk to each other and make ...... 1 reply
