help me pls

my bf keeps pressuring me into sex wtf do i do, like he will just bring it up at random and it makes me uncomfortable bc idk if he’s joking or not, does he expect it from me? honestly it’s really annoying and i’ve told him i don’t want to, one time we were in his car and he tried to slide his hand up my skirt, i yelled at him and he said i was overreacting. there’s a lot of girls that like him, he’s good looking and i feel that i’m not doing enough, but i honestly don’t have any respect for a guy that has to do all that and begs for pussy, it’s creepy as shit. i want to breakup if it continues tbh, but i’m scared he might do something if we’re alone, so idk how to go about it. all my friends really like him and think he’s amazing, and ik that if i broke up with him there’s going to be so many ugly rumours about me going around, pple already told me how tf did u get him to like u, or wow he’s out of ur league and shit, idk if they’re joking. so yeah i’m in a very weird situation rn. I want to focus on myself, plus he’s really controlling and got mad one time bc i didn’t tell him where i was volunteering, like this guy started screaming and shit. I’ve also seen is phone history and he searches up a lot of gay porn, lmao i wish i was making this up. he’s not homophobic, transphobic, he meets the bare minimum in that, but i think he’s closeted and has major anger issues. idk how to leave him i’m scared.