I'm lonely

So, I'm turning 21 on Monday. I've been single since I was born, never kissed, never held a man's hand, never been in love, never had sex, never had cute text msgs with a cute man I like. Never done anything with an attractive man I'm attracted to.

I'm so lonely.
I'm ready to date. Ready to kiss.

I feel like my life is racing before me and I'm just stuck here.

I'm so lonely.

Before anyone tells me, you don't need a man, I know, I want one.

I want to start living and one part of living it up is getting some dick that attached to someone I'm attracted to and in love with.

Can anyone relate?